BAKER IN LOVE

Part 98 - BROTHERS

Once the sketch done Jungkook can't wait to show it to everyone.

Namjoon and Jin keep chatting while Yoongi and Jungkook are busy with the whole plans for the wedding. The time goes by so fast when they have something to do.

"Namjoon a ... Do you have any future plan with Army ssi? I mean you guys are still early but maybe you need to start thinking if you want this relationship getting more serious." Jin is concern about his brother since he knows in the past how carefree his brother was.

He loves to go alone to everywhere whenever there is no work schedule since Namjoon love arts so he loves travelling to any country just to see all those arts exhibition by himself.

Seems like lots of things on Namjoon's mind because he didn't reply Jin's question at all.

"What is going on Joonie?"

He sighs "Hyung I love Army ssi so much. I want to see my future with her. However, I have lots on my minds lately. I was afraid that I can't make her happy because I am lack of lots of thing. Unlike you Hyung who have lots of talent and Taehyung who great in organizing everything. I can't do anything without breaking it or ruining it."

Seeing his brother so sad making Jin feels awful bring it up about the relationship earlier.

"Namjoon a... You are born clumsy however you also born with high IQ that me and Taehyung don't have. Why you didn't see in that point of view. As long as you can protect and love your loves one then you don't need anything else."

"Are you sure Hyung?"

"My silly brother, don't you trust your big brother's words now?"

"I trust you hyungnim." Namjoon smiles at his big brother.

"You really worried too much, Namjoonie. You should learn although we are brothers then doesn't mean that we born the same. Also, each person has their own abilities and intelligence. Like you have your own charmed while Taehyung has his own charmed. You both can't be the same even though you are blood brothers."

"You are the smartest person I known and that is not because you are my brother. It just that lots of proof can be shown about the how great that brain of yours So are you get it now my silly brother?"

"Yaa Hyung. There are times when I am not so smart and I need someone to guide me as well."

Laughing at his high IQ brother that can be so complicated when dealing with simple things make Jin realize how life been so nice to him that he doesn't have to deal with complicate things in his life. Just simply living it.

"Come on Jin Hyung. Don't torture your brother like that. He just born with smart brain that he just simply can't think in a very simple way." Yoongi heard every conversation that Jin had with Namjoon and just smiles listening to it.

"Yaa Yoongi Hyung, even you are like that too. Come on guys don't tease me because I born with the high IQ."

"Namjoon a ... Just live an easy life. Don't think all the time." Yoongi stops teasing by giving him an advice.

"I try Hyung. I really do. That is why I love go ride a bike and to the museum seeing all those arts because it can easy my heart after."

"Well, that's great but you should let Army be a part of it too since you guys are a couple now."

"Guys, I done the cake sketch for Taehyung and Jiminie. Let me have your opinions please. I have made lots of design with their request colors? I do hope one of them can make a very good impression on them like the last time."

Yoongi bring Jungkook's sketch book and review them. Lots of new sketch that find it fascinating because it's totally different with the last time that they saw.

Namjoon whose seat next to Yoongi is review along with Yoongi while Jin just waits and keep looking at in front of them for their reaction.

While waiting for the review Jungkook shares the chocolate cake with his lover who is enjoying his reading.

"Babe, do you want anything else since I eat all your leftover cake?"

"No need for me Kookie but if you want something else, I will get it for you."

"I don't know why but I feel like craving sweets today."

Jin keeps looking while making sure that his fiancée is fine. Meanwhile Yoongi can't help listening to their conversation.

"Jungkookie have you been craving foods lately? I am curious since I think you gain weight recently."

"Yes, you are right Hyung. Sometimes I feel nauseated but sometimes I really want to eat something and when I ate, I can't seem to stop. It happens for a while now."

Yoongi listens to Jungkook carefully to figure it out what happen with his little brother.

"Are you under some kind of stressful things lately?"

"No, I don't think so. I think I am fine Hyung."

"Jungkookie if you have something on your mind, please let it out. Don't mind about me. I don't want you to feel down and making you not well." Jin sound really worried after hearing Yoongi's question to Jungkook.

Suddenly everyone become silent.

"Jungkook a .. Don't feel pressure if you want to share with us, it's fine but if not, better later you try to relax your body and mind. Maybe doing some massage and spa or even sauna. It can help you relax and maybe even help with your burden." Namjoon tries to give some advice to Jungkook.

Seeing Jin so worried making Jungkook feels bad about it.

"I am fine. Seriously fine."

"It just that our last conversation regarding married and having kids making me rethink about what I am going to do with the rest of my life now before I am getting married. I want to learn more or do something else before walk down the aisle. All of that did cross my mind in the past."

"All I know that I never regret choosing this path by becoming Jin's fiancé and lovers. I know I want to spend the rest of my life with him since he is the love of my life. However, about kids I never really thought about it before so it hits me really hard when this conversation raises up."

Jungkook looked at Jin with lots of guilt in his eyes. He loves Jin very much but to have a child is a huge responsibility and it has not crossed his mind until now.

"Earlier when I found out that I am not pregnant after doing the test somehow my hearts break. I never knew that deep down I really want to have kids too. I mean I love kids. It just I think I won't have them now but only when I am ready." Jin hugs his beautiful fiancé to support him.

Jin knows Jungkook loves kids but maybe because he is still young that is why it hasn't crossed his mind now. That is the reason why he didn't pursue on this because he knows what he wants is to build a family with Jungkook together. All other consequences can be bear as long as they are together.

About this Jin know it for sure because when he almost lost Jungkook all his mind when blank and he knows that Jungkook is the only reason he still alive now. He doesn't want anything else if it will make him lost Jungkook for the second time.

They all went to silent again.