I'm Not Your Breeder (Not edited)

Chapter forty-nine**

**Warning!! This chapter might be triggering for some readers!!

Jungkook's pov:
I was walking down the hall, passing by the room Taehyung was staying in, I sensed my beautiful omega inside the room. I was about to knock on the door and check on them, until I heard the word miscarriage. Even if the room has a scent blocker, I made sure to block my scent and presence, amplifying my hearing to hear they conversation.
"Have you ever had a miscarriage mama?" I then hear a loud gasp, and some ruffling sounds.
"Really? Is it recent? Is it the reason why you think you're not carrying right now? How many did you haft to fight through?" I hear Taehyung rambled our, then a gasped, broken chuckle from Hoseok. Did Hoseok lose our pup and not tell me? Is that why he's being so distant? I shake thoughts away, listening more to the conversation.
"....I guess I'll tell you...." Hoseok sighed, clearing his throat. "I've had three miscarriages-" I then immediately jump away from the door. This can't be real. Why wouldn't he tell me this? Does Jackson know? Did Jackson give him a potion to keep me from knowing about the loss of our pup? I need to process this, so I stepped away from the room, bolting upstairs to Hoseok and I's bedroom.

I don't know how long I was deep in my thoughts, sitting on the bed, spacing out. I didn't even notice Hoseok came into the room, until my face was lifted up, my eyes locking with his. I could tell he was reading me like a book, easily seeing something on my mind. His face scrunched with worry, "What's wrong Kook hun?" I let out a long sigh, rubbing my face in my hands, "Why didn't you tell me you had a miscarriage?"

Third pov:
Hoseok was caught by surprise from the sudden question, "I'm sorry, but what are you talking about?" Jungkook scuffed, swiping the omegas hand away from his face, "I over heard you talking to Taehyung, you said you had a miscarriage. Why didn't you tell me you lost the baby?" He spat through gritted teeth, Hoseok opened and closed his mouth, a little shocked to say the least. Letting out a sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose, "Jungkook, I told you, I'm not expecting a baby, I-" "Yeah because you lost it, and chose to hide it from me. I agreed and promised to try for another pup!" Jungkook snapped out, eyes narrowing in disbelief. Hoseok huffed, "Jungkook, I'm not going to speak to you if you're going to act childish and throw a tantrum." He stated calmly, the young alpha let out a sarcastic laugh, "Childish?! Hoseok you're not being honest with me!! Did you, did you not, have a miscarriage!?"
Hoseok rolled his eyes, placing his hands on his lower back, "Yes, I did, but it was years ago, I was young when the miscarriages happened. I don't like talking about them because I had to go through over three years of therapy for it." Jungkook then shot up from the bed, face red from anger, "Miscarriages!?! You're telling me you had more than one!? Did you lose our pup recently and not tell me?!?" Hoseok crossed his arms over his chest, "Jungkook, if I lost a baby recently, I would not be so calm about it, adding on to thought that our son was just raped. I would have told you if I lost a pup as well, I wouldn't keep that from you." Hoseok sternly, but the alpha scuffed, not believing the elder one bit. "Really? You'll tell me about this one, but you wouldn't tell me about the ones in the past? I never thought you'd lie about this and hide it from me for so long!" Hoseok's face scrunched in disbelief, "I'm a terrible liar and you know it Jungkook! And why is it so important?! It happened nearly ten years ago!" Jungkook's jaw hit the floor, he looked like his about to throw something, "Ten fucking years ago!! What the hell Hoseok!!" The omega took a few steps away from the fuming alpha, "You're not the only alpha I was with Jungkook. I was sixteen, in a toxic relationship, I thought he loved me, I grew up with abusive parents, do you seriously think I knew what love was at that age, when I was in a fucked up house hold fifteen years of my life. Meeting an alpha that I thought was the one for me, and sweet lord, he drank alcohol like it was water, smoked the strongest weed there was on the market and beat the living shit out of me!! Yet I was young and naive, blinded but the false love he gave me! I even let him take my virginity! I didn't know I could keep myself from getting knotted until that night, I wanted pups, I'm an omega, I wanted to be a mother, so I let him knot me!! Only to get pushed down the stairs from his drunk ass when I was almost three months pregnant!! I was sixteen when I lost my first child Jungkook! Ask me why again?!? Why I would easily come forward about it?!" Hoseok snapped, he hated talking about his past, but his mate is stubborn and would bug him twenty-four-seven, asking questions over and over again. The omega has felt so forced to bring himself to talk about his haunting nightmares.
Hoseok stepped back again when the alpha took a few steps closer to him. "Why didn't you tell me this?! I couldn't helped you?! When were you going to plan on tell me this?!!I'm your alpha Hoseok!" "So, just because you're my alpha, you haft to know every single detail about me?! You don't own me!! I'm not an object!! You are not my parent!! I don't need to tell you what I do, where I go, or who I see!! It's called trust! Look it up alpha!!" Jungkook growled loudly, Hoseok screamed in fright and shock, when the alpha suddenly gripped his wrists tightly and threw him onto the bed. The alpha straddled the omegas mid-section, putting some weight on his stomach, and pinning the omegas arms above his head. Hoseok has no idea why the alpha was acting this way, and he has no idea why he was so scared for the weight he felt on his stomach. "You! Are my omega!! You don't tell me what to do!!" Jungkook growled out, his eyes glowing red.
Hoseok trembled, crying in fear, "P-Please let me go..." he squeaked out. Jungkook let out a low growl, completely ignoring the omegas plea, "Trust... how am I supposed to trust someone that is dishonest?" He snapped out.