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#blacklivesmatter (VERY IMPORTANT)

(Pictures about protesting at the bottom)I have a lot to say about this but I'm not gonna rant and put me in a worse mood. Let me just say this though, what this world has come to is fucking sick, still killing innocent black lives, how the actual fuck could you? Because your scared? How the fuck does a black man scare you? It is not 1920 even though they should've never scared you in the first place, but how the fuck could you? How are you able to keep waking up everyday thinking about that innocent black person you killed or innocent black people because it might not be the fucking first one and still go on about your day? Fucking sick. Not saying all police officers are bad but I don't know which ones are on our side anymore. Imagine having a fear that a cop could kill you or one of your family members for no reason just because they have a darker complexion or just because the white police officers are "scared". WE ARE FUCKING HUMAN BEINGS. Do you know how many innocent black lives were killed in just this month? "I can't breath" - George Floyd 2020.
What more could that man have to say to get you to help him? What the actual fuck!? Mothers, fathers, aunties, uncles, cousins, sons, daughters, friends, and even young children. When will it end? How many times do we have to protest and fight just to get us no where. We have to post about how to fix a bullet injury because our lives for some reason don't matter to these people, WE ARE PEOPLE, and we are going to such lengths as to risking our lives just to get justice...when will it end? When can these people just acknowledge the fact that we are people too, we are human beings too, when will we matter too, when will we stop having to risk our lives everyday for just living? It's not fair. And I really hope this protesting really shows them that we are people too, because honestly a lot of us don't even feel safe walking outside, just because of that paranoia that one day could be your last because of a "scared"white racist cop. I don't want my siblings or little cousins to grow up like this...being scared of just living... we shouldn't have to give them a talk about how and what to do in a police situation...
It fucking makes me sick. When will it end?
Now I know that j in said I wasn't going to rant but I got caught up in the moment and was just writing our my frustration. Now before I close this up I'm going to give some pictures about tips for protesting

I'm sorry I couldn't find the thread about bullet wounds but I'll post it when I find it, thank you for your time and if you can please spread awareness even if you aren't of color and everyone stay safe.