My Sister's Bestfriend (Jenlisa) Taglish)

Chapter 5

The school week went by past and I was being kept busy by school with Jimin and of course Hanbin. Hanbin and I have a dinner twice this week and we agreed that I would be coming over to his place to have a movie a night on Friday which is today. I have come to realize na paonti onti ay nagugustohan ko na din siya. But I still think about Lisa. I feel torn in how I should feel about her and him.

I still havent talk to Lisa like Jimin suggested and I feel like Im breaking my promise to Hanbin about being with him a hundred percent.

I have enjoyed coming and going as I please without having inform my parents. When Im leave and when I will be home. I havent had to tell them about Hanbin yet either, which makes me feel like I have more freedom with him since I havent given them a chance to be overprotective about the relationship. I know hindi pa naman kami ni Hanbin pero pakiramdam ko na papunta na rin kami dun.

"Hey, youre a bit early" Hanbin stated when I knocked on his front door.

"I coudnt wait to see you" nakangiti kong sambit. And I wasnt lying. I enjoy being around with Hanbin. I enjoy Hanbin being attentive and loving. He has become a comfort zone for me over this past week. We also havent been alone since last weekend, when Ate Jisoo and Lisa interrupted us so. Im bit excited about where tonight lead us.

Hanbin brought me out of my thoughts we he asked a question.

"So I was thinking that maybe you could stay over tonight instead of going home, since your parents arent there" Hanbin shyly suggested.

"I could but, I didnt bring anything toiletries, or clothes to sleep in." I told him.

"Hmm .. pwede mo hiramin yung shirt ko. And im sure that I have an extra toothbrush. I buy them in packs. I promised this isnt me being weird. I would just like some extra with you." I could tell that Hanbin was nervous. Ate Jisoo tell me about Hanbin reputation, but what I feel like Im different. That he genuinely wants to be with me.

I gave his questions some thought and decided that it would be good for us to spent extra time with either other.

"I'll stay" I smiled at him, and he walked me up to his room.

"Great" He said with a smile. "Do you want anything to drink or anything to eat with the movie before we get started?"

"I'll just take some water, and could you make some popcorns?" I asked him.

"Sure, can just give me a few minutes and Ill be back" paalam niya.

I took this oppurtunity to look at the things he had out. I looked at the photos he had around his desk. I even noticed that he does some writing, he left a couple of things out, but I was too afraid to get caught reading his writing, so I left it alone. I ended up searching Netflix to try something on I coudnt find anything, I ended up on his Amazon Prime account and settled on a late night.

"Here is your water, and pop corn" Hanbin said. Coming to his room.

"Thanks, I decided we should watch Late Night, and if you dont want to watch it, we can pick something else"I told him.

"Okay, maganda naman yan, and I dont mind watching it again. I think youll enjoy it" nakangiti niyang sambit. One thing that I like about Hanbin is that he is so flexible and easy to please.

We made it through Late Night and one other movie. Before had call it quits.

"Im sorry Hanbin but Im tired. Would you mind if I got ready for bed?" I asked.

"Its okay, im also tired" sagot naman niya.

Tumayo naman si Hanbin at pumunta sa may cabinet niya saka may kinuha.

"Here" about niya sakin ng tshirt niya. "And here the toothbrush that knew I had" he handed me the toothbrush .

"Thanks" nakangiti kong sabi. "Punta na ako sa bathroom" paalam ko.

I went to the bathroom to wash my face, and brush my teeth. I didnt want to change in the hallway and running to Lisa in just shirt and underwear.

Nang matapos na ako lumabas na rin ako. Paakyat na ako ng may naulinigan ako na ingay sa terrace na parang umuungol. Kaya naman sa curious ko ay sinilip ko. Na dapat hindi ko na ginawa. Bigla na naman sumakit ang dibdib ko. I saw Lisa making out with a girl. At hndi lang yun, yung kamay niya ay nasa loob na ng skirt nung babae. Kaya bago pa ako mapansin ay agad na rin akong umakyat sa kwarto ni Hanbin. Pinahid ko na muna ang mga luha ko na hindi ko napigilan na tumulo. Inayos ko na rin ang sarili ko bago pumasok.

When I got back to the room Hanbin was already in his boxer.

"What side of the bed you want to sleep on?" He asked me.

"You can have the side, that against the wall, I prefer open side so I dont feel so trapped" he said. Sabay kamot sa ulo niya. Tumango na lang ako.

Nahiga na ako sa sinabi niya. A few minutes later, I saw the light turn off and i felt the bed dip down,. Hanbin climbed under the covers and settled right behind me and wrapped an arm around my waist. Saka ako hinalikan sa leeg ko. Bumangon naman ako. Kaya naman bigla din napabangon si Hanbin.

"Jennie, may problema ba?" Alalang tanong niya. Sa totoo lang bago ako pumunta dito ay excited ako sa mangyayari samin ni Hanbin ready na nga ako ibigay sakanya ang virginty ko.

"Ahm, wala ..napagod lang siguro ako" I lied. Dahil ang totoo ang nasa isip ko ngayon ay Lisa na nagpapakasarap na naman sa isang slut. Why? Bakit hindi ko maalis sa isip at puso ko si Lisa. Hanggang ngayon nasasaktan pa rin ako.

"Im sorry .. lumagpas na naman ako sa limitation ko" sambit niya ramdam ko naman ang lungkot sa salitang binitawan niya.

"Im sorry Hanbin, pwede ba palagpasan na muna natin ang gabi na to?" Pakiusap ko.

"You dont have to say sorry Jennie, Handa naman ako maghintay hanggang sa maging ready ka" sabay halik niya sa noo ko. "Lets sleep" aya niya sakin. Sumunod naman ako at nahiga na sa tabi niya.

Im sorry Hanbin.

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