The Bully's Bully

Chapter 1

"Hey freak" his familiar voice pounding through my ears Making me wince with every poison in his words

I kept walking not wanting to get in a fight I pulled my sleeves down to cover up my scars and kept my head down

"Suicidal freak!" He yelled again

I just kept walking and made my way to my locker Right as I was going to unlock it I got pushed against it and my head started throbbing badly

My vision was blurry and all I saw was the principal walking over to us "everything alright?" He asked

"Everything's fine" Nash's word spilled out cruelness with every syllable

My vision still wasn't clear and I was very dizzy

"Alright get to class then" he rushed not noticing my horrible state

I tried to nod but that made me feel even more weak and dizzy

I didn't notice that Nash left me there of course he would just leave I held my head and brought my hand into my sight

There was blood....

"Are you okay?" An angelic voice asked I couldn't make out her face but I felt happy because I actually thought I was leaving this horrible world

"Hello?" She said with worry and my vision blurred all I felt were tears running down my cheeks and a smile forming as i slowly fell to my knees and

Everything closed up the black corners making their way to the center to make everything go black

"Stay with me please it's going to be okay... you're going to be okay.... I'm here... it's going to be fine- HELP HELP PLEASE" She said hysterically and I could tell she was crying by the tremble in her sweet angelic voice

The last thing I said before i passed out ... was "ill be in a better place" as I searched for her hand... I kissed it feeling blessed

That I got to hear an angelic voice before I left then my eyelids closed leaving me in the most dangerous place... my mind

With its most dark thoughts and suicidal ideas

'Go kill yourself you freak'

'Stupid worthless junk'

'Good for nothing asshole'

Wait aren't I supposed to be dead? A bright light shone and as my eyes adjusted I saw a woman walking towards me

"Cameron sweetie" her voice quickly soothing my heart ache

"Mom" I said with a smile and my eyes closed savoring this moment... I haven't seen my mother in years she passed away when I was 7 now I'm 16 about to turn 17

"Sweetie you can't stay here... go back to live your life... to find love...." She smiled and I felt her hand on my cheek

I leaned my head into her hand not wanting to leave her side

"Go find love... and be happy... promise me that you'll do as I say" she pleaded keeping her voice clam with sweetness in her words

I opened my eyes to meet hers "I promise mom" I smiled with tears in my eyes I hugged her not wanting to let go

"Cameron" she said not pulling away

"Yea?" I said with a smile as I was able to hear her say my name again like she did when I was 7 even if she had yelled at me for using my dog as a pony I loved my mom correction I love my mom I miss her too

"Cameron" she raised her voice

I furrowed my eyebrows and I felt scared

"Cameron wake up cameron!" She shook me by the shoulders