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Chapter 34

Hudson's POV:

I should seriously stop kissing her out of nowhere but I can't handle my feelings right now. And Ashley probably would stop me anyway so if she's surprised she won't do something she regrets.

As we're literally making out I finally can feel the privacy we got. She doesn't stop me anymore because anybody could see us. I grab her waist and pull her tightly to my body as she puts a hand on my neck and the other one on my jaw.

The oven alarm goes off because I set it for the spaghetti and we jump on. Why the hell did it ring now? I walk to the oven and turn it off. Ashley tries to act normal but totally fail it. She puts the glass she wanted to fill with water in the fridge and holds the bottle of water in her hands. She quickly recognizes the mistake and makes it right. I can see the embarrassment she feels in her look.

"Are you nervous?" I chuckle and her cheeks are getting red.

"No, I'm just hungry." She lies and I chuckle again. I walk back towards her like before and her look doesn't change except for her eyes getting wide.

"I told you I like you. What about you? Do you like me too?" I ask her. That sounded desperate but I hope she answers honestly. She opens her mouth but doesn't say a word for a moment.

"Yes, I like you too." Ashley answers and I smile.

"But our feelings for each other do not change the circumstances." She says and my smile disappears.

"What do you mean?" I ask worriedly.

"Even if we like each other your still the brother of my best friend and I'm going to marry Kerem." She sadly says. I am disappointed and hurt.

"I know this. Damn Ashley, I know it so well! Do you think this doesn't bother me? I couldn't stop myself getting feelings for you and you didn't either so don't you think that maybe not we are doing wrong but the others? They want you to marry Kerem but did they ask you what you want?" I almost yell desperately.

Her dark blue eyes are filled with tears and I don't want her to cry. I don't wait for her answer but just hug her tightly and she immediately wraps her arms around me. Now she started to cry silently. I move to kiss her head under my jaw.

"I'm sorry for becoming so loud. But I think we should try and see what develops. Please?" I ask carefully. After some minutes she moves her head up to face me and I wipe the tears from her cheeks.

"One week. Not more not less. And if it doesn't work well we act normal as nothing happened." She says seriously. Oh my goodness, yes!

"If it does work well..?" I ask curiously.

"I don't know yet. But I guess it will be hard anyways." She says. Well, at least she gives me a chance.

I kiss her again and hug her even tighter. When the second oven alarm disturbs us again we let go from each other and get ready to eat. While dinner we talked and laughed a lot together. This already looks like we're on a date and it's going pretty well.

After we finished cleaning the kitchen and table Ashley and I decided to watch a movie. Well, like always Ashley decides the movie and I agree with everyone just her to be happy and by my side. We're actually together now. I can't even tell how happy I am. I guess Ashley feels pretty comfortable with me too.

As we're watching one of Ashley's favorite romance movie we first sit like friends. Then I try to pull her unnoticed into my arms and it worked. Actually, not really unnoticed because she smiled a little bit when I did it but anyway it feels amazing.

While we're watching the movie the doorbell rings. Who's this? Ashley stands up to look for the door.

"Oh hi! What are you doing here?" She says excitedly and I stand up to look who she's talking to. As I wanted to ask who this is I see someone I didn't expect he would ever appear here again.

Trevor.

... (to be continued)