Insecure

School

May 8,
Tuesday

I wake up every morning and get ready for school. Take a shower, put on some clothes, brush my teeth and do my hair. Then, I head downstairs to eat my brekfast, my brother and sister annoying, as usual. I get a text, Amber is outside waiting for me. Her mom takes us to school every morning. As we pull into Starbucks, she asks me the normal questions. She's the only person who knows how I really feel. Which is why I don't understand how she can be my friend. "Sleep good, think about positive things," she asks. I don't really know what to tell her, so I just say sure. We pull into the parking lot and head to the school, "thanks," I tell her mom as we exit. Principal Rayan greets us at the door. Amber and I only have three classes together, so we head to our lockers and say goodbye until 2nd period. The day goes by as usual. Lunch is terrible, as usual. Burritos, tuna casserole, assorted fruit and carrots. I only have a few friends that I eat lunch with. Amber, Kate, Arianna and Rose. We've been friends for about a year and a half. The day is over and my mom picks up Amber and I. We head to my house to do some homework. Finally, she leaves and I can dwell on the terrible things that happened today. In first period, I forgot to turn off my phone and the teacher, Ms. Hunter took my phone. Then, at lunch my ex-bestfrien Samantha ran into me. What a snooze. Then to top it all of, my crush ran into me and I freaked out and ran.

Why is my life so complicated? My enemy Samantha makes my life a living nightmare. We were very close until about a year ago when we got into a huge fight. She promised she would never speak to me again. I honestly didn't care until she started telling my secrets and spreading rumors. anyway, that's enough.

GoodNight Diary!