It finally happened, a boy asked me out. His name was Thomas. We met at the mall, and he walked up to me. After all this time, a boy finally noticed me. But, I don't really know how to feel about it....I mean I know I should be happy but istead I just feel anxiety. I'm happy that I got asked out I guess, but what am I gonna where.what if he doesn't like it? What if this is an elaborate sick prank on me to embarrass me in front of the whole school..or worse, the internet. I don't know if I can go through with this, uggggh why is life such an empty void of awful people? If I go on this date maybe I can be happy and find my true love, or I could be whirled into a sick twist of his mindless endgames and make my life worse. If I could only get a sign a to what I should do. My head tells me no but my heart tells me yes.
Maybe I should call Amber.... I know she will give me good advice.
"Hello, Amber I've got big news and I really need help I just don't know what to do, Thomas asked me out and I just don't know If I should do it but I think I might like him it's just.....come on Amber help me!...,"I say.
"Just calm down, do what your heart tells you to do. If you want to go out with him then do it, if you don't then don't. It's your decision I'll support you no matter what!." she tells me.
"Thanks, I'm just so nervous that I won't look or be good enough for him or it might be a prank my life is just miserable and I don't even know why I try anymore," I continue.
"It's your decision, you will do great no matter what if you just be you. You're life is so valuable and no matter what you will always have me!," she says.
"Okay, I think I'm going to do it, thanks for your help bye." I tell her.
"No prob! You've got this bye," she responds.
Well, I'm going to do it I'm going to go on a date with him now I just have to pick out an outfit... gotta go mom is calling.
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Insecure
General FictionLily Brooke is a young teenage girl who is very insecure. She wants to be happy but just doesn't know how. Until, someone finally realizes and tries to help. This is her journey to self realization. Will she finally realize she's worth it? I will re...
