Who I am & who you will be |namjin|

2: Papers

He observed Namjoon, the king's heir, a lot, maybe more than the others. But it wasn't because he had doubt in the heir, but because he found him interesting.

The king would sometimes see him following the child and think that it was because seokjin himself had doubts and wanted to keep tabs on him.

Seokjin wanted to laugh at his assumption but didn't, knowing he was a god to them so he kept it professional.

But oh how much he wanted to fool around like he could back when he wasn't known as a god, and didn't have to hide from the smart creatures.

The heir made him smile when he did things he wasn't supposed to, but did since no one was around to stop him.

He was a tall young boy with dimples, now 11 years old. Time flew by fast for seokjin and he couldn't wait to make the small boy a king.

That was until he found out when the heir was 14, that he didn't want to be king.

The current king had asked him if he was sure that the child was the heir and not some screwup. This visably made seokjin mad, and he showed it clearly to the king this time.

"Yes of course he is the hier you think I would make a mistake?!" He angerly spat at him. He could see the king become scared but seokjin didn't care, the king had doubted him too many times.

"How many times have you doubted me? How many times will you doubt me?" The king looked even more scared. "Shouldn't I be the one doubting you? You're the one who is spending more time to try and make a great heir than actually look at how your kingdom is doing! You have canceled more than 5 meetings with the public because of him!"

"I-if he was a good heir I wouldn't have to" His words disgusted Seokjin.

"Do not speak to me until the day Namjoon is king" that was all he said before he vanished from the king.

Seokjin was still there though, looking at the king with fire in his eyes, observing his reactions.

He sat there, still kneeling. His face was blank as he starred blindly forward.

Seokjin laughed coldly at him knowing the king couldn't hear him.

Never doubt me fool

Seokjin then left, bored of starring at the frozen king. He had better things to do, watch Namjoon. If it were a few hundred years in the future it would have been creepy.

"I will never become king"

"Yes you will, what makes you think you can't?"

"The king talks to the god, I don't want to speek to the person who put me through this hell"

"Sir you shouldn't swear!" The maid that was tutoring him said.

"Oh shit, damn it I forgot, oh wait, I don't care" he said giving her a blank glare then walked away.

Seokjin would have laughed if he didn't say that it was his fault he was going through hell.

He decided to do something about it.

That something being writing on a peice of paper and putting it where he knew the heir was going off to.

He went to this place whenever he felt stressful about his future. Seokjin quickly wrote down what he needed to say and put it by the tree.

A few seconds later Namjoon had arrived at the tree and picked up the letter.

Its not my fault for the 'hell' your going through, stop blaming me

Seokjin saw Namjoon's expression change as he read the letter. Seokjin let out a laugh at it.

Also don't show this note to the king I decided not to talk to him for a while and I think he would get mad if I was talking to you instead of him haha

He watched as Namjoon sat down with his back leaning against the tree looking at the letter. Seokjin left the feather pen with the paper so he could write back. In which he did on the other side of seokjin's paper.

Who was this written by? It couldn't be from the god could it? If it was, oh my god, I don't even know what to do, why do I have to be the heir? The king says that I wouldn't be if it weren't for you, and I really don't want to be, but you said I should stop blaming you? Is someone else threatening the king for me to be the heir? Also if your really the god, I have a lot of questions regarding how and why you exist. I would have doubts that this is from the god if I didn't find this note in this spot, no one knows about it.

Seokjin laughed at the now 15 year old's words as he read what he was writing when he was still scribbling on the paper.

Namjoon had soon realized he was out of room on the paper. He turned around to find many more sheets there, he was sure they weren't there before.

Seokjin had put them there when he had seen the boy was running out of room on the other one.

The boy continued to write on them;

This paper wasn't here before was it? I'm not crazy right? Did you put them here? If you did I'm going to assume that you did. Also sorry for all the awkward questions I've never talked to a god before, if you are the god.

Yeah I placed this paper

-:/,;

Splotches of ink appeared to show the younger's shock.

Oh wow, it really is you. I was a bit skeptical at first.

We're you doubting me?

Not doubting, just unsure. Can you blame me though?

Your talking like this to me, your god?

Oh um sorry, should I be more formal? I'm used to talking to people like that, they don't respect me so I don't respect them

I know, it's fine

Ok then, one question (out of many) um do you.. watch me..? I mean you do know about here so it would make sense

Haha, in a way I guess

Umm but that's a bit creepy.. do you watch me... you know

Oh no of course not, I respect people's privacy

Oh thank god, haha, literally. But anyway, what happened? Why aren't you talking to the king, why are you talking to me?

I'm not talking to the king because he doubted me, and I'm talking to you because you have been believing lies

What lies?

I didn't tell him to make you train harder, to make you go through 'this hell'

Oh I'm sorry, I just didn't know, the only person who knew it was a lie was the king I guess, since he talks to you, or talked.  Also, your god yet you.. swore?

Oh shit, damn it I forgot, oh wait, no I didn't

Did you just copy me from earlier? You really do stalk me. But like.. seriously? Your cooler than I thought

I know, I'm unbelibuble

And I changed my mind. How are you a god?

The disrespect! Anyway I have to go, don't show anyone ANYONE, or you will suffer the consequences

Oh um ok, I won't. bye I guess, will we talk again?

That depends, bye

Seokjin's feeling was good so he knew he didn't mess up by talking to him earlier than normal.