Last Summer

Moving On (Trying To, At Least)

Monday morning - my arch nemesis.
After 5 minutes of hearing my brothers (yes brothers. Jeff's home now. Oh the joy of that!) yelling at me to get the hell up, I finally do at 6:30 in the mother fluffing morning. Those hobknockers woke me up an hour and a half before school starts!
After 5 minutes of trying to fall asleep, failing, I get up and take a hot shower and wash my hair and body before shaving. Then, I dry off and slip on my black and white dress (in the picture) along with my black ballet flats before blow drying my long dirty blonde hair and straightening it. As I into the kitchen , I see Jeff texting someone and Jack on twitter - as usual. I pour myself a bowl of Fruity Pebbles and quickly eat it before running back upstairs, brushing my teeth and applying some eyeshadow, mascara and Fruit Punch lip balm then grabbing my phone and book bag, walking back downstairs and out the door, grabbing my keys and ID before I leave and texting my brothers that I'm leaving for school. Yes, I'm still not talking. Haven't quite found out how I'm gonna stay silent at school yet but I'll think of something.

~~~~~~~~~At Hell~~~~~~~

"Morning, Miss Johnson!" my first and second hour teacher says as I walk in the classroom, sitting in my usual seat in the front of the classroom, and I wave before taking out a piece of paper and writing down that my throat hurts a lot so I'm not talking today. Its a lie but it's the first thing I could think of. Better than saying 'my boyfriend, Jordan, cheated on me and I caught him having sex with another girl at the prom and I tried jumping off the bridge, ended up getting hit by a car and taken to the hospital. For some time I was hoping I was dead but turns out I wasn't. Now, as a way of dealing with heartbreak, I'm not talking.'
As class starts, Crawford sits on my left side, Destini in front of me, Yasmine on my right, and I don't know who's behind me, to be honest. The hour and a half goes by slowly. Nothing interesting really happens, Mrs. LaReau allows everyone to work on their projects and, since Crawford and I finished ours yesterday, we sit in our desks, on our phones and talking. "Oh my God! Look at this!" he says, shoving his phone in my face and I lean backwards so I can see the screen properly
'Jordan Bye
32 hours ago
Had a great time at the dance!! Love you Karina Lovely 😘'

I was almost over him. Thank you so very fluffing much Crawford! -.-

I shrug, pushing his phone back towards him and he shakes his head "so I heard both of your brothers are home" I nod "must be fun, being the only girl at home with two guys" he says, joking and I shake my head no as I hear someone say my name and I turn around to see Jordan giving Karina a kiss and one of her friends smirking, I flip her the bird before turning back around and laying my head on Crawford's lap and he strokes my hair, placing a kiss on my temple.

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