Number one on my tracklist...
1. Nickleback-Someday
"How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try turn the tables"
It's been a month. A month since we broke up. A month since I realized I shouldn't' cry over spilled milk and eventually I had to move on with my life. I wasn't going to let him break me to pieces then walk away with a smug smile on his face.
That face.
The face I used to so much love. The face I used to miss seeing everyday. The face that I wouldn't be able to finish off my day without kissing it. That face.
Indeed.
How the hell did we wind up like this?
I remember him telling me each and every morning how much he loved me. I remember him saying he can't sleep before kissing me goodnight. I remember him randomly chaining his arms around me and cuddling me for no reason, just because he wants to.
I used to love those cuddles. I used to feel safe in his arms, I used to love the way his fingertips would coil around mine. I used to love it when he whispers things into my ears, with his warm breath crashing on my neck, letting electricity run through my body. I used to love him...
"Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror"
Things got out of hand, I guess.
Well, pretty out of hand actually.
I thought we were perfect. Don't we all think the same thing?
I was dead wrong. And I tried to not believe it for a while, but still, the 'novel' of our relationship went on, to only have a horrible ending.
Except that the novel can't be edited.
"Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when"
I've always wondered when.
We broke up, not in the most common way though.
It was ignorance that tore us apart, with only hopes of being together again, wondering when we could fix that space.
But that's just it.
It was never fixed.
It only went from bad to worse.
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Lesson learned
Historia Corta"I never really realized it, but my savior was here all along...Music," she uttered, "I never should have listened to him, I should have listened to my music instead." Big thank you to the amazing @MiraChase for making the cover of the story. (P.S...
