Fifth Harmony- Miss movin' on
"I'm breakin' down
Gonna start from scratch
Shake it off like an etch-a-sketch
My lips are saying goodbye
My eyes are finally dry"
This couldn't have described me better.
I should let go and move on, yet my stupid hear refuses to help me out with this.
I love him. He damanged me so bad, but I still love him.
Yet, I won't let him win. I will try my best to forget about him.
I'm gonna start from scratch.
I'm gonna open a new page in my life where everything is white, and throw away the scrap of papers he made me live through. This is my life, and only I allow people to enter it.
"I'm not the way that I used to be
I took the record off repeat
You killed me but I survived
And now I'm coming alive"
I decided to focus on myself instead of thinking about how much he broke me down. I decided to stop being sad about something not worth it. I've wasted a lot of things, but not everything. I can still change my life.
I am changing my life.
"My innocence is wearin' thin
But my heart is growing strong
So call me, call me, call me
Miss movin' on"
I think I'm kinda thankful that he left my life. Because now I see what had been holding me from being me. Now I see what I've been missing. He was controling me. And I wasn't even aware of it.
But now, I found myself.
I'm me. And I won't change for anybody.
"I broke the glass that surrounded me
I ain't the way you remember me
I was such a good girl
So fragile but no more"
Now that I know my way, I'm not going to stop on a limit. I'm going to do what he told me I couldn't. I'm going to prove him wrong. And prove me right.
I need to prove it to myself as well.
I need to prove to myself that I can do whatever and that he was just a small, stupid matter in my life that I no longer should think about.
Which is true.
"Everything is changing and I never wanna go back to the way it was
I'm finding who I am and who I am from here on out is gonna be enough
Is gonna be enough"
It will be enough.
I will be enough to help me.
It's me and only me now who can lift me out of this. And I refuse to sink.
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Lesson learned
Historia Corta"I never really realized it, but my savior was here all along...Music," she uttered, "I never should have listened to him, I should have listened to my music instead." Big thank you to the amazing @MiraChase for making the cover of the story. (P.S...
