Live Fast Die Young

Chapter 10:Key

     You know what I have to realize about Gary. It was never going to get better! Yes I know we were young when we fell in love but to me he was my EVERYTHING!! One day I started to feel like I can't express my feelings to him anymore then we got on good terms I neglected that feeling. I was a silly hoe to think it was going to get better. I ask myself , "do I want this to be over?" Right now I got too. I had way more respect for him than he had for me. Sometimes when we argue he'll be on the couch instead of next to me. It use to hurt me until I got use to it. We use to be in the same house and didn't speak for days or week at a time. I focused my attention even more on our daughter. Not one time I ever cried over her father in front of her but I still wonder did she use to hear me at night. I've been doing good. Everyone is staying at my new spot and Frankie is still in a coma. Gary be texting me and I don't even reply back. I just let our daughter talk to her father.

"KEY!!"

Silence
  
"KEY!!"

Silence

Snaps finger, "get out of lala land. What ya doing? Thinking about my brother 🤨"

I just side eye Shayna. "No" I chuckled a little. "Not at all." I was though. One thing I can say is when I needed to vent he would listen. I saw him for the first time in months. Shayna went to go get him because he wanted to see Frankie. He went up to the hospital and they had no records of her ever being there. My girl Bella was the truth with hacking shit. Anywho he wanted to talk an I was good on that. I went to go get our daughter and they went to Frankie room to read her a book.

"So you through this time.....if you are then GOOD"

🤨🤔

"He didn't deserve you." She smiled. "I know my twin brother. I'm glad to see you moving on. He thought you weren't going to leave his ass."

"Oh really, I don't see how. This is our first breakup."

"And that's MF why. Y'all be together this whole time and never broke up?

"Bitch that's what I said didn't I. What you want Shayna? I know you didn't come here to tell me to get back with him. If that's the case then NO"

"Not at all. I always thought you were to good for him."

"So basically you're saying that you knew he was cheating and didn't tell me."

"He was cheating?? I never knew that. I thought it was something else."

"Mhmmm, whatever." I'm over the conversation. Sisters will lie for their brothers til the motherfucking end. Except Frankie.

"You don't have to believe me."

"AND DON'T!! But let me ask you this.....you been here this whole time and never went into your sister room or visit her in the hospital. Whyyyy is that?"

"I don't want to see her like that."

" I understand."

"I'll talk to you later."

"Mmkay close my door on the way out."

"Can I come in?"

🙄I see the devil is trying to test me. "Wassup."

"I was trying to se....."

I cut him OFF QUICK! "Naw nigga leave my room door open." The only reason he knows where I stay is because of our daughter. I looked at him like he's a venom snake. "Talk nigga"

"You still mad"

"Nawwww"

"What's with all the small talk."

"What's up? Whatever you needed to talk about, about our daughter....you could've just call nawww better yet. Text me on my flop." I need to roll up. This nigga gonna blow me. I can feel it.

"I didn't mean to hurt you,ight"

"YOU CAME OVER HERE FOR THAT." I'm laughing at this point because nigga you did what you did so keep that energy.

"So you don't accept my apology."

"NIGGA THAT WASNT AN APOLOGY. BYE, please go see your daughter. I'm GOODT,FAMMMMM!!"

"Mannn Keyoshi, come here baby." Y'all I don't know what came over me but when he walked towards me. I pull my silver craft out. That's my gun. His ass stopped and put his hands up. "Damn it's like that. I'm your daughter father.

"Nigga (lol) you really think I give a FUCKKKK about that." I cocked my shit back. Looking at this nigga with hatred. Straight venom.

"It's cool. I'm leaving. I'll call Niya later."

I need to burn one.