sarahs pov
I sat in my room for an hour pacing back and forth,there was a knock at the door
"angelo??" josey hesitantly spoke,i never egknowledged her, she came more in to the room until she was sitting on my bed
"whats wrong?angelo you can talk to me, ill keep it a secret"her voice was smoothing it made me stop but i still never looked to her "your my best friend you can talk to me"
i sighed then turned to her shaking my head steadily "you will think different of me josey"
"i promise you i wont ....angelo everyone has a past"
"but mine is worse" i rubbed my forearm furiously staring towards the wall
"you dont hasve to tell me now but you will eventually,please let me in angelo" josey pleaded holding on to arm so i would look at her,i thought over and over what would they think
"ok" i mumbled, josey looked relieved until there was a bang at the door
"angelo open this door!!!!" calum shouted but i didnt care,so i obeyed "josey can u give me a second" joesy looked towards me for an answer i just quickly nodded.
calum looked pissed but nervous aswell"sit down please" i sighed and sat, there was no point arguing
"calum wha-"
"dont talk,just listen and hear what im going to say" he sat on the bed slowly then looked me straight i in the eye
"angelo when i first saw you i was mesmorized,you had an amazing wolf,then i saw that you had attitude and gave no respect which pissed me off,but i could see there was a secret with in you anyway after i saw you fight and your eyes went pink i was shocked but i..i was more attracted to you and had to follow you so i did, then i saw you in the towel then the underwear and i dont know what happend i just wanted you,then i realised after a few day that you are my mate...i couldnt believe it but its true,you told me your story and i know you have secrets that are dying to comeout but your walls will not let them"
my jaw dropped i was in shock i neverknew he felt like this,i felt the same but i cant so i never showed,he held on to my hands trying to bring comfort,it just brought tingles.
t "i dont know if this will change anything but please let me do something that might change your mind"i furred my eye brows
"what is it???"
he pushed a strand of my hair behind my here, i was hypnotized by his eyes trio was even screaming to let it happen then thats when calum closed his eyes and leaned in so his lips were molded with mine,electricity shot through me,it was a feeling i never felt before, i just kissed him back,it was perfect plus passionate, then he pulled back i reopened my eyes to be meet with his chocolate brown eyes
"ive been waiting to do that since that day you told me about your life" i just laughed,wait ? i laughed i never do that "you have acute laugh" calum answered which made me blush ughh! im being wierd
"i liked it" i spoke confidently which made calum smile towards me
"so did i.. but this does it change anything?" he questioned i thought over and over then nodded
"it does calum... but.. if i tell you my secrets youll hate me and want to kill me.. all i bring is hurt"
"i dont think its possible to hate you" his soothing voice ran through my brain i was in such a bad situation with my self ishould i tell him
"calum tomorrow youll find out all my secrets in the morning and im going to tell you,thatthey will make you realise why i cant have a mate" i spoke sternly so he would adjust he kissed me cheek then spoke a lie "i will stay with you no matter what"
