"calum move !!"
"no you are not ruining another life you took what i love!" he shouted while pinning me to the ground,i rolled over so i was on top"i told you im a monster,thats all i will ever be,u promise to stay but i knew you lied!!" tears ran down my face while my eyes turned back to blue "i cant have a mate and never will get that in to your head" we both turned back to our human forms.
"angelo your no monster we should have told you this-"
"told me what?" i asked curiously,mom and dad just looked at each other"tell me what!!!" mum looked at me and sighed "angelo,when you were younger and your eyes starting going pink is because" my mum looked at my dad for comfort "because of what" i said through gritted teeth
"because you have a disorder" my mom spoke i went wide eyed and walked closer to my mom
"what disorder mom?" i said looking in to her eyes missing the happiness in them
"you have wolfatics its where you cant control your anger and your eyes goes a different colour plus your smell is very strong" she reached out to rub my arm i just stood their and came to a conclusion then said
"so i was born to be a monster and was trained to become an either bigger monster"
"your not a monster sarah" luke spoke "your amazing your the reason calum is happy you have become a great friend of josey" he went on and i didnt know what to say so i did what i always do "goodbye" and i ran.
>>>>>>3hours later<<<<<<
i ran as long as i could and now here i am beside a lake crying my eyes out. Talking to my self and telling my self "tombo,im sorry for everything,we could have gotten married,had our own babys,lived in texas and just would have been happy,i became the biggest monster" i wiped the tears away "i met a new boy and for once he dosent use me,he only talked to me and liked me for me,he even kissed me" i smiled at the thought"but i i am the reason he's a orphan and im the reason he lost his girlfriend" i tried to keep my breathing right "im the reason people grieve,i was only good for one thing and that was my body" i stood up walking closer to the water, looking at the ripple with in the lagoon.
I looked up to the bright blue sky,not a cloud in sight. i took my shoes off,my socks ,pulled down my shorts,croptop,then let my hair fall down my back.
i let my foot trail delicately along the water mesmorized of how it looked "i got a tattoo for you aswell,on my ribs.its only your name but still"
"if i drowned now i could just spend my life with you..i dont think anyone would care if i was gone" i thought over and over then i stepped in to the water,i felt all the water around me waiting to be pushed down. all the water dragged me i was finally gonna be with my mate,i closed my eyes waiting to be sent up that is until someone dragged me back up.
