The Blessing and Curse (Fem!Deku) - Discontinued/Hiatus

Chapter 10 - Explanation

"I could sense that she will be in danger soon, should we help her or should we give up?" ??? said.

? was stroking her chin, "No, we shouldn't give up hope yet... Maybe we try something new this time around...I want to reveal myself to her, maybe this will help us get farther and make progress."

"But that might mean sacrificing you...He would get mad...Will you be willing to do that?" ?? asked, worried that he might lose a friend. 

"To break the cycle and finally get out of this hell hole than yes..."? said. 

BACK TO THE NORMAL WORLD

Third Person POV

Izuku was very depressed, she was not eating and she stayed in her room, ignoring everything. Everyone was getting worried about her mental and physical health. The negative voice that was there before seemed to multiply, but there was one voice comforting her. She was gradually getting better, though it was at a slow pace.  

You are useless, you weren't strong enough. After everything your mom gave you, you didn't even repay her. You are utterly the most horrible person on this earth. 

How can you call yourself a hero?

You should go kill yourself.

Go and suffer pain for all of your sins. 

Ignore that voice, Midoryia-san. That person is absolutely wrong, you did all you could. You were awesome during that fight. Don't worry, remember, you can't save everyone.

Every day it was like that, two conflicting sides at war, trying to put the other one lower. Every action she did it seemed to affect the voices. If she grabbed a knife and try to slit her wrists, the negative voice would be louder than ever, though, if she properly took care of herself like eating, the positive voice seemed to be radiating. 

About a month later after her loss, she finally decided to get out of her suffocating room. She walked towards a garden that was planted there for her 10th birthday. It was located at the back of the school where not many people were there. The garden had a  river, a gazebo, a waterfall, a pool, and a fountain. (I know this is gonna seem ridiculous but the thing is she didn't get any other presents for her birthday. This was the only birthday present she got from the heroes. She still got Chrismas Presents though.)

She walked into the garden and walked along the river and neared the end of the river. The end of the river was a waterfall and at the top was a pool of water. She walked up the steps of the hill and knelt down to pick some purple balloon flowers, her favorite kind. Izuku walked to the edge of the pool and placed the flowers in the water. She got all kinds of lilies, roses, hyacinth, anemone, and daisies and placed them all in the water. 

The water was filled to the brim with flowers and the river was littered with petals. She walked towards the pool of water and saw a weird thing. Izuku reached down to touch the object when all of a sudden a body seemed to appear out of the waters. Izuku tried to crawl away from the body of water but couldn't escape, there was an invisible force making sure she couldn't get away. 

A girl with blonde hair with blackt tips and blue eyes floated above the water. The woman had pale skin and a glow was emanating from her floating crown that was floating above her head. She was wearing a short red dress with no sleeved. She had a spear with a battle axe on one end and a scythe of the other. 

"Hello Izuku Midoryia," the woman said with a smile. Her voice was gentle and hypnotizing, you could fall asleep hearing the sound. 

Izuku was scared, sure she was known as the person with powerful quirks but to the public, she was the nameless famous figure. How had this woman known her name? Why was she in her pool of water? Who was she?