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PLAINLY DEPRESSING

Have a nice night, sleep well
Hope you'll be alright, be okay
We haven't talked in five months
And still I sent you an email
containing my best wishes to you

I feel weak and torn, let go, should I?
Fly out of my window, would I?
Removing you from my life, could I?
I could, I should, I would. But I can't.

What is it, that is holding me back?
I want to strangle my melancholic feelings
Sometimes I wonder if life would be better
With the emotions and strength I lack

Like the warm light of a candle,
I'll burn out, I'll get blown out, I'll disappear
But where to, I don't know, I'm lost
Maybe I'll follow him to the better place

Maybe that's the place where I can finally be
Out of this hellish black void of my mind
To a space where heavenly peace is found
And instead of darkness, light will surround me
A better option, I cannot see

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