talking about flowers

empty home

Have you ever felt lonely?

Even when you are in a room full of people?

Well, I haven't

But I wish I had

I just wanted to be alone

My house is always full of people

When I'm at my hometown

It's full

When I'm at my school city

It's full

When I'm visiting family

It's full

It's always full

But I need air

I see people breathing in the same room I'm in

But I can't

I feel like they are taking all the air

I was left with none

I can't breath, if when everyone around me can

Have you ever felt full?

I have

Millions of times

Even when I'm by myself

When everyone left

I'm full

I just wanted to breath

With my empty lungs, fill it with air

Not with expectations, fears, fights, beliefs and every kind of prejudice I have to face

Not with anxiety, panic, depression, drugs and any kind of reaction my body gives

I just want to be empty, lonely

So I can, finally,

Fill myself with what I want

Not with what others give me

- x - 

Not new that the image is from a lyric video by gnash. This time is nobody's home's video. Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIoVAsfUyZg