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a beautiful garden is full of flowers, but some of them got thorns; be awere of them, but enjoy the amazing view.

grow up

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by jinxpoetry

by jinxpoetry

Maybe I am still a kid

I think I am too old to be a kid

But I am pretty sure I am too young to become an adult

(Well, maybe not TOO young)

I just can't stand the fact that

I grew up

If I become a grown-up I will no longer be spoiled

I will no longer be under someone's responsibility

I will no longer be helped by everyone

I will no longer have my relatives to give me presents everytime they come visit

I will no longer have afternoon naps

I will no longer be literally fed up

I will just have to live on my own

(Ok, maybe not on my own, but something near that)

I cannot be an adult

I am not ready to officially be by myself

I am not ready to start actually living

I just want more time before I am thrown out of the nest

I just want more time to cry on my mother's, aunt's, grandma's lap before I have to cry on the shower

Alone

Drown in between my tears and simple water

I know we learn from our mistakes

But I am just not ready to realize I make and made a lot of them

After all, I think I am still a kid

Actually I am sure, I'm still a kid

- x -

The chapter image is from a lyric video of a song called insane by gnash; here's the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21e8ADG2vpM