Dream journal

My Spiritual Journey

"You know now this means you belong to me now right?" He says looming over me like a dark cloud on a stormy day. i raised an eyebrow thinking this was some ploy he was using to get me to fall for his tricks again. "And what exactly do you mean by 'belong'?" i say kind of smirking. He looks deep into my eyes with a serious stern expression on his face bearing a hostile tone "You will find out soon Maria , but understand this you belong to me mind, body,and spirit and you will never be able to get rid of me understood?" i laughed in his face and pushed him out of the way and said "sure as if that is physically possibly you damn psycho." but little did i know he was actually serious.. This is the start of what i like to call my spiritual journey and what made me who i am today.

*Phone vibrating vigorously in my window*

Me: *sigh*

i get up after scrolling through social media for a bit and respond to a few friends who were up pulling all nighters and asking them what time we should meet up to walk to school. I lay out my clothes and greet and let out my dog and go shower and whatever else to get ready so i'm not late. i hop into the hot shower and started to immerse my body into the water as i was letting the water run down my arms i noticed something on my arm.

Me: *shrill screaming frantically grabbing my towel i stumble into my room and grab my phone and call him*

him:" hmm?"

me:" WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ON MY ARM?!"

Him: "oh i see you got my gift earlier than i thought."

i glare at the phone and start rubbing my arm.

me:"i am not in the mood for this shit viper what the fuck if this on my arm? How did it get there?"

He lets out a deep laugh from the pits of his stomach.

viper: "oh don't be so scared now my love you were so so adamant yesterday that what i said wasn't true..isn't that right?"

i started racking my mind trying to remember what he told me and then it clicked. What did you do to me dude this isn't fucking cool.

me:"you have five minutes to explain what the fuck is going on before i fuck you up."

He let's out a satisfied sigh into the other end of the phone and begins finally speaking after what seemed like hours.

viper:"so i am an incubus demon. i marked through being intimate with you which means you belong to me..i own you. So with that being said i can make you do whatever i please, make you crave me whenever i please even if you no longer want anything to do with me. You will want me and without me you'll start to go through withdrawl 20 times worse than a drug withdrawl."

Me: "you did this for what though viper what did i ever do to you?"

He laughed into the phone as if this was amusing to him as if he was watching a damn tv show that was so fucking comical to him. i couldn't help but be irritated with him and just hurt overall. Why did he feel the need to do this? What was he gaining from doing this to me? Am i just a pawn to him? Does he even love me?

Viper:"of course i love you maria how could you ever doubt my love for you? I did this to you for us so we could stay together and be together as one..forever. i can't bear the thought of losing you to..to a fucking mere mortal..those pathetic beings.."

i looked at the phone in utter confusion, i didn't say those things out loud how did he know what i was thinking? i looked at the clock and saw even though we've been on the phone for 20 minutes time only moved about 2. I was about to speak again when i was overwhelmed by a god awful smell in my bedroom it smelled as if a body or an animal was rotting somewhere in my room..but it was spotless. i started gagging and muttering to myself thinking maybe my dog dragged something in the house.

viper: "no he did not. That my dear is a ghoul i sent to keep track of you and to keep following you until further notice."

me: *sigh*" ok fine look i'll talk to you later i'm going to school.."

viper:"cheer up my love for it only gets better from here."

i threw my phone after he hung up and just sat on my bed staring aimlessly. i looked down at my arm and noticed the symbols were gone. I got up and threw on a hoodie and sweats and grabbed my phone and charger and didn't even bother grabbing my bag and just left. i met up with my friends and they could tell i was in a mood. i couldn't bring myself to explain what happened so i just said i was stressing about finals. i went to first period and my day went on normal as usual thank god. i decided to go home and just go to sleep and forget about today but little did i know that wasn't what he had planned for me.

And this guys is the end of Chapter one i really hope you enjoy and i can't wait to hear feedback from you all. Much love<3.