My Life With Chronic Illness

I'm exhausted and in unbearable physical pain😪

Hey everyone! Welcome back! I hope you have had a wonderful weekend. So here some good news first:

I had a good weekend! One of my best friends came over and we had an amazing time. Today I actually went to a store since Covid-19, I got my cat some toys so hopefully he likes it. So it was a really good weekend❤️💜💜

Bad news: my pain procedure that was planned for today has been canceled due to my insurance not approving the procedure in time. So I rescheduled and will have the procedure in two week.

Mentally:

I have been up and down. But as you all know I am a Christian but I have been struggling with my faith. So that's been really hard on me mentally. I depend on my faith in God and lately I just haven't had strong faith. But I am working on it. So that's good but it's a process. Honestly I think my faith isn't as strong due to how much physical pain I am in due to fibromyalgia. So I have been feeling down and depressed. But I am hanging in there. It's been tough but I am making it❤️

Physically:

Ughhhh been its been unbearable. I was in a flare all last week and it was horrible! Today I am still hurting pretty bad. Honestly I am so exhausted, hurting way to much, and just wish I was better already. It feel like my pain just keeps getting worse and worse. I have had to stop doing some chores because I physically can't do them anymore. It's tough to stop doing thing because you physically can't. It's been horrible but I am pray this pain procedure in two week just really helps.

Thank you for listening. I am sorry if it sounded like I was complaining. I really wasn't I was just sharing the truth about living with all my illnesses. I want to be honest with all of you❤️

Thank you again for reading. See you again next week! I love you all❤️💜💖

-xoxo Caty❤️💖💜