ℒ𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒩𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈

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A/N

This chapter is a bit long, hope you guys enjoy🌝

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I gasped loudly as she pushed me back on the bed starting to climb in between my legs. For a moment this actually feels right. But then something clicked in my mind telling me that this was all wrong.

Pushing Kandi off of me. "I don't think this is a good idea.." I whispered softly

She shook her head pushing me back. "Please-just please Y/N, you don't understand how long I've been waiting for this moment.."

She stared me right in the eyes and the last thing I wanted to do was ruin this. My eyes followed hers and I couldn't help but notice them fall down to my lips.

I swallowed but nodded. "I-umm ok. But Kandi, I've never done this before." My voice was shaky and my heart felt like it was about to pop out of my chest.

Kandi stared at me for a seconds before nodding. "Yes I know, but I have and I promise to take care of you."

I felt my body start to relax underneath her. I trusted her, I mean she is my best friend and I know she would never hurt me in any way.

"Is this ok?" She whispered in a hushed tone. All I could manage to do was nod.

"Ok. I'm going to make love to you now, the way I've been hoping to since I first met you. I love you Y/N, and I always have but-but now I can finally prove it to you."

I was taken back by her choice of words but I allowed the movement, only for her to shove me  roughly onto the bed. She pulled my tee over my head before throwing herself on top of me, straddling my hips and grinding down, instantly quickening her actions.

I didn't know what to think at this moment. I grasped at the bed sheets tightly, groaning loudly every time her hips rolled over mine. This was a different kind of pleasure for me. I had never had sex with a girl before- well I have but she happened to have a different part.

So yes, this was a first.

Slowly Kandi pulled me up so that she was sitting in my lap, reaching around my back to get rid of my bra. She then pushed me back down with her hands on my shoulders, her biceps flexing and relaxing as she moved.

Her eyes didn't leave mine as my body bounced on the mattress from the sheer force she was using, her weight resting almost entirely on me.

"K-Kandi maybe we-"

She slammed her lips back down onto mine but it was all tongue and teeth. "Shhh Y/N, no more talking right now."

"I-ok." I whined as she bit down on my now swollen lip, so hard that I winced. Our tongues continued to roll over each other's mercilessly. Her hands got lost in my hair, grabbing a fistful of it and dragging my head upwards.

She smirked deviously at me, her nails digging into my ribs as she trailed her fingers down my torso. She returned her hands to my breasts, roughly palming them until my nipples were hard, her fingers twiddling and tweaking each of them.

Every so often she would pinch at my skin, causing me to whimper.

Things felt as if they were moving in slow motion. The air was thick and quiet, neither of us saying a word.

Soon she replaced her hands with her lips, sucking and biting my collarbone before making her way down now bare chest. I writhed beneath her relentlessly, bucking my hips and yelping with each bite. She finished the attack at my hips, looking up at me before biting each of them harshly.