I opened the mail with excitement , but the excitement was short lived
The last date for auditioning was yesterday the excitement turned into self pity in a matter of seconds.
I was devastated , I started questioning all my decisions In life , was coming to Korea a wrong ?
Am I not meant to be an artist ?
All these questions flooded into my mind , and triggered so many thoughts.
I wanted to make them stop, but I couldn't .
I broke down in tears , tears that I have held in from the day I came to Korea.
It's 3AM, and I can't get a wink of sleep. My eyes hurt from shedding tears. I should've stopped, but I couldn't. A missed opportunity always brought back those memories.
Flashback
I'm sorry, I couldn't make it.
I tried my very best, but I couldn't
Sorry? What do you mean? It's just a word you say everytime, put up a fake sad facade that day, and then you become your normal self the next day, happy and carefree, not at all bothered by the fact that you cause your parents to lose sleep because of you.
But I really mean it .
Starting today, don't call me your mother. You're no daughter of mine.
(a drop of tear falls)
Now don't shed those crocodile tears. I know you have no regret for what you've done. You're a disappointment and you will never change.
End of Flashback .
(Present time)
Mother would tell me to stop pretending that it wasn't my fault. Maybe she was right. Maybe it was my fault.
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Ephemeral Happiness
FanfictionOn one hand, all the sacrifices made and pain she went through for the goal she wanted all her life. On the other hand, the perfect soul mate for her, just within her reach. What will she choose? Will she make the right choice?
