[Querencia Series #2]
Tired from all the medications abroad, Maddox decided to go back home to the Philippines to spend his life's remaining few years. He's so close in giving up and accepting his ill-fated relationship with life until he met and fe...
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and as the night is slowly consumed by darkness, so is she an empty hollow feeling indeed but how could you blame thy thee? if she just wants to be free from those thoughts of what could have been
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"Have you fallen in love?"
"Of course." A sad smile plastered was on my face as a person crossed my mind
"How does it feels like?"
"It's the best feeling, to be loved and to be in love. Falling for each other again and again every single day. It feels like dreaming while you're wide awake." I smiled as I remember the good old days.
"Isn't that scary?" The smile left my face.
"Not at first. But just like a dream, one day you'll wake up and realize it's gone. You'll realize how cruel the universe is to take back the only reason it gave you to feel alive. Then you'll be left alone with no other choice than to continue living your life."
"Then why are you still hanging on? Why can't you just move on and let go of what's making you sad? Like, fall in love with another one?" I rolled my eyes at the question. God knows how much I tried to.
"Because what's making me sad is the only thing that made me happy." I smiled and stood up. This conversation is going nowhere.
"Besides I don't need anyone. I just wanna fall in love with life first." I added and continued walking away.
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I like her. She's different from other girls. But she's annoyed with me.
I want to know her. But she ignores me.
I try to catch her. But she pushes me away.
I badly want to make her happy. But I always end up pissing her off.
I want to be with her. But she wants me out of her life.
I want to ease the heaviness in her heart. But she won't let me destroy the walls she built up.
I love her. But she hasn't moved on with her past.
Tried to save her and I ended up being saved Tired of being fool, she taught me how to be brave
Funny how she gave me another reason to live She may hate me a lot but I won't be deceived.
Desperate, I ask life to give me a second shot Just so in her life, I could have a spot
Cause at the end of the day, she's my lifeline I'll be patient and wait until I make her mine.
