You are mine
Or should I say, almost mine
I fell for a boy
Who just see me as his toy.
I am the paper, for you are the glue
I'm just a plain sea, but you colored it blue
We are perfect if we combine
I thought this love is like a wine.
A wine that the longer it take,
the sweeter it makes,
But all has holes, for it is fake,
A wine turns to a poison who enveloped me,
Destroying myself and sanity.
I took one step backward away from you,
But if you smile, I take two steps forward to you
My heart and my mind are debating,
To love or leave you is what they are fighting.
I want you to leave so I can forget you,
But I know deep inside I'm still longing for you,
I want you to say goodbye
But I know deep inside I am telling a lie.
In the word friend and special someone
We are between the line,
I took a step forward crossing the line
But when I look back you're hands are not holding mine
For I saw you taking a step backward, leaving me behind.
I want to ask you why,
But all I can do is to cry,
Cry for I am not fine
Because you are just almost mine.
