So ... Do you Come Here Often?

Wow! No words.

Chapter 3

Oh God. I don't realize I'm crying until I feel my tears start to trail down my face with a steady stream...

I am really at the point of extreme depression. I really feel like I'm breaking. It freaking hurts. It hurts.

I run up to the building next to me and punch my fist into it with all my might. Aww f*ck. That hurt so much. Ugh Delilah you idiot. Your the one who needs help. Maybe even a therapist.

My hand hurts like hell and so does everything else. I hope Jamie doesn't get lost or something. "Jamie please come back to me. I didn't mean it" I scream at no one in particular.

I go to get in the car and try to think of something to do. What are you going to do now Delilah. Think you idiot.

Ooh I know what i should do. Lets call his cellphone. I pull out my phone and starts to dial. It ring one time, two times, like ten times. No answer.

I try to call back again but it goes straight to voicemail. Maybe I should leave a message. I don't think I've ever left a message on someones phone before, but for Jamie I will do it. So I call and start to leave a voicemail.

"Hi this is Delilah your sister. Jamie I'm so sorry please call me back Jamie I love you so much and I'm sorry.call me back"and I hear the beep signalling that my time is up.

Okay now what am I supposed to do? Why don't we get in the car Delilah. Ring. Ring. Ring. I here my phone start to ring and I Immediately I pick it up.

"Jamie" I ask my voice full of hope.

"No it's Sarah I texted you to tell you I got the boys out and we ended up going home since you never responded.... Isn't Jamie at school?"

"Uh no he ended up coming with me and we got into a little fight and know I don't know where he is now. Ya and I'm sorry I forget to call you but we got a little lost. But anyway I'll see you soon. Do you Mind if I come over?"

"Of course not sweetie. Come as soon as you get home. I'll get some dinner"

"Okay then I'll see ya. Bye."

"Bye darling"she says as I hang up the phone.

Okay let's try to think.

Ring. Ring. Ring.

I pick it up . "Jamie?" I ask hopefully yet again.

"No it's Casey. Your best friend. The one you blew of and forgot about. I've been worried sick about you. I've called you like fifty times."

"Oh shit. Sorry Casey I completely forgot."

"You better be sorry I'm calling you in the middle of my lunch time. I swear you just disappeared right of the face of the planet. First I hear your expelled and then I hear you where caught making out with Sam in a freaking supply closet? What the hell. I even showed up at your house yesterday and when I rang the doorbell Jamie answers it and tells me your sleeping. He says so come back tomorrow, them closes the door in my face. Me being myself get aggravated and start to ring the doorbell again but I hear Jamie go and disconnect the doorbell so it doesn't make noise."

Wow that's a lot to take in.what do I say know

"Casey I'm so sorry please forgive me I'm just under a lot of shit right now. I really do apologize and I'll tell you everything when schools done okay"

"Okay than bye"

"Bye ... I love you babe"

"Love you too"I hear her say as I finally hang up.