Forever - Jerrie Thirlwards

Chapter 4

Perrie's POV:

"Wake up you lazy shit we gotta go to school!", Caitlin busted into my bedroom.

"Fuck off", I groaned.

"Thank you. Now, what are you gonna wear? Wakey, wakey Pez! Just to give you courage.. Christmas break starts in three days now come on! You have ten minutes by the way", she said then left.

"I hate mornings", I whispered to myself before sitting on my bed. "I'll miss you today. I love you", I said while caressing the soft blanket that's on it.

-

"Louises!", Leigh smiled as she saw me and Jesy walking next to each other in the school corridors.

"Shut up", Jesy said and smacked our bestfriend's arm jokingly.

"Ow", Leigh pouted and we just giggled.

"Well hey looks who's happy today", Leigh said, wiggling her eyebrows at me.

"Yeah sorry about yesterday Lee...And thank you two for being such lovely friends to me"

"No worries Per, you know we love you no matter what", Jesy told me making me smile.

"That's right! No matter what, we'll support you and stand by you and make your life miserable", Leigh added and we all laughed at her last sentence.

"I know, me too!" I smiled at them, "But what am I going to do?".

"First of all...Don't think about him"

"But I am, Jess! I can't stop guessing and imagining what they did.."

"It aint gonna be easy my friend", Jesy told me, "But we'll get through it together".

"And I know the perfect way to distract you from Jade", Leigh grinned.

-

"What? No, Leigh I can't sing on front of all these people!"

"Oh come on Perrie, don't be like that. You know, the christmas musical our school's organised is the perfect distraction"

"I don't know.."

"But your voice is amazing and we're gonna be a little group with Jesy too!"

I smiled at the idea, "Yeah we're gonna be a cute little mix!".

"Little mix can be our name!", Jesy suggested, "Although I'm anything but little".

"Shut up the only fat thing on you is your big watermelons", I giggled and wiggled my eyebrows at her.

Jesy and Leigh laughed, "Okay, then, Little Mix it is", Leigh said.

"Should we tell Jade to join us too? I fucking love her voice it's-"

"No, Perrie", Leigh cut me off, "First, that's your distraction and second, Jade didn't even bother to talk to us these three days!".

"Hey don't blame her she's just busy"

Leigh rolled her eyes at me, "Yeah busy being the center of attention as Sam Craske's new girlfriend!".

"I know right!", Jesy agreed, "And have you seen all the likes and followers she gets on insta now that she's popular? She loves the attention she's getting and I feel so sorry because she wasn't like that"

"LET HER BE!", I yelled. They can't just say all these stuff about her. Jade has been there for me for all these years she won't just leave me and the girls just for some stupid likes and a guy!

"She's changed, Perrie. We all love her and will love her but she doesn't care about us in the moment..."

"JESY, NO!", I cried, "You're not real friends like that!".