مصيرNAUTIKA RENEE BAKER
𝘖𝘙𝘓𝘈𝘕𝘋𝘖
𝟖:𝟑𝟑 𝐏𝐌
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" Can I go to the store ?" I said looking at my dad." No." He said after staring at me for a few seconds.
" Why not ?"
" Cause I said so." He said paying me no mind.
" It's cause you mad." I shrugged.
" And I got every right to be." He said squinting his eyes at me.
" How come y'all expect so much from me ?" I said feeling like I was about to cry. " We all make mistakes."
" Because-"
" Why Day or Yomi never got the same treatment ?" I said cutting him off. " I do everything Im supposed to and nothing ever makes you happy."
" You're the youngest it's different."
" But it's not !"
" You think I wanna see my teenage daughter having a kid when she still a kid herself ?"
" No but you gone have to accept-"
" You not gone tell me what Ima have to do." He mugged me.
" I'll just leave-"
" And go where ? Cause as much as Nadia say she'll help you she got stuff going for herself so you'll be putting your problems on her and eventually she can't deal. Day gone and ain't coming back , his girlfriend living with Nadia. Your cousins disowned yo ass and Brax going to college soon so where the hell you gone go ?"
" I don't know but I'll figure it out." I sniffed. " I just want somebody to genuinely be proud of me for once. I love Nadia with all my heart but if the tables were turned y'all wouldn't be acting like this."
" Yes we-"
" Then where was this energy when Day had a kid before he graduated ?"
" That's different-"
" NO ITS NOT !" I stomped my foot. " Y'all don't love me like y'all say y'all do , it's just pity because of my mother."
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" What you mean you pregnant ?" Tavon made a face.
" I mean I have a child in me." I made a duh face.
" It's not mine."
" You know it is so don't play dumb." I frowned. " I need help."
" Get an abortion." He waved me off.
" It's too late now and I don't have a job."
" Well you gotta find way." He said walking around me.
" You really want me to get an abortion ?" I looked at him.
" Yes." He looked at me like I was dumb. " I got a future."
" What that mean ? You want me to kill my kid cause you wanna be some basketball player?" I scrunched my face up. " I have a future also."
" Have the kid you just gone be a single mother." He shrugged.
" Fuck you forreal." I rolled my eyes about to cry.
" Wipe your eyes." He huffed. " You gone be great one day , just not with me."
" Tavon !" I said breaking down crying. " Ehy you don't love me no more ? You was there when I had nobody , what happened to that ?"
" Im young." He shrugged. " I tend to outgrow people."
" Please." I grabbed his wrist. " I just need help , you don't even have to be with me."
" Bro , what you need help with ?" He huffed.
" I just need like a hundred dollars until I can get a job." I said rubbing my eye.
" Ight." He said after a few seconds. " Ima cash app it."
can life get worst ?
xx
y'all bogus asf for the amount of comments
on that last chapter , im done writing.