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" You just gone ignore me ?"
" I don't feel like talking Adore." I mugged her.
" You got issues and never wanna talk about them what the hell am I your girlfriend for ?" She slammed the door.
" Don't care." I shrugged sitting on the couch looking at the floor.
Shit just don't faze me no more especially with females. I'd rather die alone.
Growing up for me was rough as fuck that shit scared me to this day.
I learned how to read by sounding words out on the laundry detergent bottles because I hid from my abusive dad under the kitchen sink. Only way I was showed love is when I was in front of a case worker.
I'll never let somebody tell me about myself when I already know the shit I go through.
People think this shit is cute being a ' hood nigga ' but don't know the shit that come with it. Most of us have mental illnesses that make us this way but it's brushed off in the black community.
Niggas that ain't fucked yo mentally just wanna be in the streets cause it's cool but it's the complete opposite. My sanity get ate away everyday by this shit.
" Im out." I said opening the door looking at Adore.
" Where you going ?" She sat up.
" To see Saint." I said closing the door. " Annoying ass female."
I walked out to my car seeing kids running around outside enjoying their purity.
some shit i never got to do.
" Niko , Niko , Nikooooooo." Skyla said skipping down the sidewalk.
" What you want ugly ?" I said looking at her busted up ass scooter.
" You got a dollar ?" Skyla said looking up at me.
" Yep." I smile.
" Let me get one." She held her hand out.
" Never said it was for you." I scrunched my face up.
" My momma don't let me eat when im outside but it be hot in there." She frowned.
" When the last time you ate ?" I said going in my pocket.
" What's today ?" She said after a couple seconds. " I just wanted a dollar stop asking all these questions."
" Come ride with me." I said throwing her scooter in the trunk.
" Handle it with care." She made a face.
" Yeah , yeah." I drove up the street to the store. " Yo Ant !"
" Niko ! My friend." He said in a indian accent holding his arms up.
" Take this." I gave him two hundred dollar bills.
" For me ?"
" Nah." I laughed. " Whenever she come in here give her whatever she want , Call me when that run out."
" Okay , I will !" He said putting it in the register.
" Go get whatever you want." I said to her.
Once she got what she wanted and left out I took her to her house.
" Where yo momma ?"
" Inside." She shrugged eating her popsicle.
I walked in seeing roaches and ants everywhere and a sofia the first blanket and pillow case on the floor.
" You sleep here ?" I asked her.
" Yeah , my momma said she gone get me a bed."
" What's inside the pillowcases ?"
" Shirts."
" Damn." I shook my head. " Tina !"
" Skyla who you done let-Oh Nikolas." She smiled.
" What you got going on ?"
" Nothing Im just trying to get back on my feet." She shrugged.
" Why you ain't tell me ? I picked up her eviction notice.
" I didn't wanna bother you." She said scratching the back of her neck.
" You ain't- Here." I said putting money in her counter. " Fix yo shit up and get her a bed assum."
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" So we gone act like this shit is normal." I stared at Shaun and Nadia doing the cha-cha slide.
" We let slow people be slow." Saint shrugged.
" We not slow." Nadia said high-fiving him.
" Mhm." Nine nodded. " That wasn't Nine."
" I can't wait till I get out this bitch." Saint sighed. " I ain't have pussy in a week."
" Sucks for you." I laughed.
" I-Okay then." Nadia laughed.
" Be in some cheeks everyday." Nine clapped his hands.
" Niggas like you eat ass." Shaun shook his head.
" Mmm." Nadia said eying Saint.
" What you mean niggas like you ?"
" Niggas that have sex all the time eat ass."
" That don't even correlate." I laughed.
" You don't correlate." Shaun stuck up the middle finger.
" Y'all are dumb." Saint shook his head.
" Im finna be back." I said leaving out.
I drove back to my house seeing Adore sitting on the couch.
" Get up." I smacked her ass.
" No." She mugged me.
" Come on , get up." I sucked my teeth.
" We not about to fuck after you refused to talk to me all day , go to hell."
" Ight." I walked out the door. " Im gone get some pussy."
xx
mane i got no service so this is bullshit. but im leaving in the morning don't worry.
