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𝚂𝙸𝚇 𝙼𝙾𝙽𝚃𝙷𝚂 𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙻𝙸𝙴𝚁
" Pull it together Yomi." My mom rubbed my back.
" I can't go in there." I sniffed.
" It's okay." Meeka hugged me.
" It's not though." I sniffed. " I can't go in there and see him like that."
" Come on before it's over and you regret it." My mom pulled my arm.
I walked into the church and everyone turned towards me.
I kept my head down and walked towards the casket.
Angel held my hand while I was on the way down and my heart broke.
I walked up to the casket and I looked for any sign of life but he just laid there.
" Day !" I broke down and fell to the ground. " This ain't real bruh it can't be."
" Come on Yomi." I heard my mom say.
" Momma he ain't gone for real." I sniffed. " He ain't gone."
" Nadia !" She said holding my face. " It will be okay."
" I gotta go." I sniffed walking away.
Today was probably one of the day worst days of my life.
i just couldn't handle it.
Sometimes the people we love the most have to leave us. As much as we hate it , it has to happen.
My brother was my super hero honestly.
" Can you take me home with you ?" Angel came up to my car.
" Mhm."
I watched her get into the backseat and put Daylin in a car seat.
" I don't know what I'm gone do." She said once she got in car. " My first love gone."
" We got Daylin." I said driving off. " They making it seem like Im crazy because I can't stand being there."
" That's your big brother of course it's gonna be hard on you."
" Man I don't know how you keeping it together right now."
" It's nothing we can do to change it or reverse it so I just learned to accept it."
I just nodded my head and mouthed the music that was playing.
" You said you love me, but you're leaving me. I guess nothing's what it seem to be. I need some happiness again, this life done beat on me. I caught a flight to ease the pain I switched the scenery."
" Shit gone be okay." She rubbed my arm. " I promise."
" I can't stand being sad." I sniffed and wiped my face laughing.
" Everyone has their moments." She laughed.
" I been having a moment for two weeks now."
" Nobody ever said it was gonna be easy." She shrugged.
" Im just happy niggas aren't able to run around saying they killed him."
" I heard Saint dealt with it."
" Never heard of him a day in my life." I made a face.
" The one that don't talk and always have the guns in his face."
" Yeah it's not clicking." I mumbled squinting my eyes.
" He used to deal for Nukey." She hit her leg repeatedly.
" Ohhhh , the brownskin one with a scar on his cheek ?"
" Yes." She said cracking up.
" Shut up bish !" Daylin randomly blurted out.
" Where you learn that from ?" I turned around looking at him.
" Tia." He shrugged.
" Ima beat her ass." Angel mumbled.
xx let's hope i don't lose interest , i think ima like it.
