Chapter 15: Forgiveness Part 2

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"Do it." I know what I'm doing is wrong but at this point, I don't care. I just want to, even for a little bit, forget about him. Ayagi went close to my ear and whispered.
"Remember, you're the one who wanted this." He went away from my ear and started to unbutton my shirt.
I shivered under his touch. It felt weird doing something like this with someone other with Chunta. It almost felt... wrong.
I didn't stop him as he was kissing my chest and played with my nipples. I had my hand over my mouth trying not to moan. I can't believe I'm doing this. Should I really have sex with someone just to feel alright in the moment? What's it's going to achieve when we're done?
"Aggh~!" I was pulled out of my thoughts when Ayagj started to suck on my nipples. He licked down my torso and stopped at my V-line. I was kind of relieved that he stopped but I still stuttered out.
   "W-why'd did you stop?" He looked at me with intense eyes.
   "You've been shaking this whole time, I don't know why you've asked me to screw you but if you really want this, take off the engagement ring."
   "W-what?" I squeaked out. He went close to my ear again.
    "Yeah, I know what that ring is for. Take it off." I gulped. I put my hand on the ring, but for some reason I can't take it off. No matter how hard I try, I'm compelled to keep it on. He got off me and and sat on the side of his bed and didn't even look at me.
    "You can't, can you." My eyes went wide.  He turned around and gave me a sad smile.
   "No matter how bad he hurt you, you can't hurt him back. Frankly I'm jealous that people can be so affectionate towards the ones they love, except for me." He got up and walked towards the door.
   "If Azumaya asks where you are then I won't lie to him. You guys need to sort things out and I'm not going to be a substitute." He was at the frame of the door and was about to leave when I ran up to him and hugged him from behind and I couldn't help but getting teary eyed.
    "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry that I put you through this! Having to deal with me, and my attitude and crying, and I thank you so so so so so much! You've been nothing but a good friend to me and I never meant to hurt you! I'm -" I couldn't even finish cause I was crying so much. He turned around and hugged me back.
   "It's okay Takato, I'll always be here for you." We stayed like this for a while and I finally calmed down. He petted my hair.
"You must be exhausted from the day you've had. You should rest for bit, if you need me, I'll  be in the main bedroom." I nodded my head and wiped my nose.
"Yeah... I guess you're right." I plodded my way over to the bed and flopped on it, and drifted off into sleep.

I check up on Takato later in the night to see if he's okay and to no surprise I find him softly snoring asleep in the bed. My heart melted. Why did I fall for him so hard? And to make things worse, I had my chance to do whatever I please to him, and I. DID. NOTHING! But alas, at the end of the day I couldn't fuck up our already messed up relationship. To make things worse he has big bad papa bear looking after him. I gave one last look at him, wallowing in the fact that we'll just be friends, and I'm... okay with that. I walkout of the room in in the hallway I hear my phone ring. I looked at the caller ID and it said it was 'unknown' and I didn't think much of it until I got a text from that unknown caller.

Unknown Caller (+81- 0734-9256)
Read at 22:53 (10:23 pm)
- Ayagi, pick up
- It's Azumaya Junta.

As if it's Azumaya, he's the #1 most 'huggable' man. Anyone can pose as him. But then I thought, what if it's not? This whole situation went down so it could actually be him. I text them back

Ayagi
Read at 22:54 (10:54 pm)
-prove it.

Unknown Caller (+81-0734-9256)
Read at 22:56 (10:56 pm)
- *sends audio file with Ayagi's confession on it* 🔈

Dammit, he still has that? When will he give me a break?

Ayagi
Reads at 22:56 (10:56 pm)
-Okay I believe you!
-How'd you get my # anyway?

Weirdo (Junta)
Read at 22:57 ( 10:57 pm)
-I have my ways
-😋
-Just pick up the phone when I call you

Ayagi
Read at 22: 58 ( 10:58 pm)
-Okay

I stopped texting him and the phone rang once more.
   "What did you want to talk about?" I ask completely uninterested. I'm so over this guy.
   "It's Takato, I've been looking for him for awhile and I can't find him anywhere! I checked Sasaki-San's but he's not there, nor did he call. I just didn't know who else to talk to!" He talked urgently through the phone. I wasn't having it. He really hurt Takato's feelings and I'm not even fully aware of what happened. I just rolled my eyes.
   "Mhmn, what a shame, really wish I could help you." 
    "Ayagi this is serious! If your not going to be of help then I'll hang up!" As the good friend I am, I stop him, even though I don't want to.
    "Maybe I do have some information on him." He growled and I smirked knowing that I'm getting under his skin.
   "Don't mess with me Ayagi, this is serious! I royally screwed up with him and he doesn't even have his wallet or phone! He might must be somewhere out there cold and alone." I can't even with this guy.
   "I know where he is, but you need to tell me what you did to him to get any answers." He sighed and his voice got softer.
   "I really screwed myself over. We, got into an argument because I accused him of cheating and forced myself on him and then he pushed me and he left really upset." My eyes darkened with rage! No wonder he's upset! Maybe I heard things wrong.
   "E-excuse me, y-you accused him of WHAT!?!" He let out a sigh.
   "I really fucked up, didn't I?" I was raised my voice at him making sure I wasn't too loud to wake Takato.
   "Yeah you did, you dumb fuck! How could you do that!?! Takato was crying for hours, to me because of you! Takato loves you unconditionally, and you have the balls to ask if he was cheating! He deserves better. Even after all your fighting, he still kept on his ring even though I asked about it. When we were out he was talking only about YOU! Do you know how many people would love to have that type of person in their life!" I heard him give out a little gasp.
   "What do mean? Ayagi, where is he?" I crossed my arm.
   "He's with me, sleeping in my guest bedroom you dipshit!" He growled again.
   "Did you do anything again?" I gave off another eye roll.
   "I just comforted him, but that's supposed to be your job!" He quickly asked.
    "He's there, can I go see him?" My eyes are gonna get tired from this eye rolling.
   "No, you've put him through one hell of a night. I will call you, when he is ready to talk." I ended the phone call there. I just can't believe him right now! He made my friend cry for a stupid accusation.
I was pacing in the hallway ranting in my head like an idiot. I was just so flabbergasted that he did something like that. I calmed down and went to see if he was still asleep after my action. I opened the door just a smidge to see him curled in a ball. Cute. I close the door and walk to my bedroom and get under the sheets. Maybe I need to try and get back out there, but I'm a celebrity, how would that work? Should I date another celebrity? But nobody dates in the industry, let alone announce they're Bisexual. Agh, maybe I should leave it up to fate. I still contemplate on all my life's choices and how much of an ass I was. I mean I'm getting better right? At least I hope I'm getting better. Hmm, maybe I should cook him breakfast when I wake up to say it's alright. Yeah, I'll do that. I yawn and close my eyes. My eyelids getting heavier and heavier as I fall into a peaceful sleep.

   1511 words! (Excluding this outro) Do you forgive Chunta for what he's done, do you think Ayagi acted in the right way? Should you think the Junta x Takato ship should just crash and burn. Do you think Takato was acting irresponsible and should not let those things happen? Are you happy the way the story is written out? Tell me in the comments below. Peace out my peeps!
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