i have no idea where this is going anymore. please forgive me...
he didn't go home that night.
jaehyun spent the night at his one of his friend's, his eyes still open and teary by the time the lights in house turned off.
he just stayed on the couch, a bottle of ice cold beer in his hand and the tv still on but on mute.
what was he doing?
waiting for someone to love him back like he loved them?
he broke out in sobs, chest heaving and breathing heavily.
jaehyun was a mess.
he longed for so much at that moment.
he longed for his guardian angel.
his soft eyes.
his comforting smile.
his warm and reassuring hug.
he longed for his doyoung.
his phone rang on the table before him, but he ignored it completely.
he really didn't care anymore.
about anything.
about him.
he stopped giving a fuck. cause that's what he was good at.
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