Command

Epilogue

April 13, 2020

Dear Diary,

This is the day I planned to get rid of my first target. He's already in there. Waiting for me. While I'm on may way to her house, my phone rang. It was her. I did not answer her call. Duuuh she's not usually calling me. Wrong number, I guess. But no, it rang again. Siya ulit. Tahimik akong natawa sa ideyang pumasok sa isip ko. She probably run out of friends to call. And I also guess that I'm her last option. I answered her call. She was crying. Why is she crying? Wala pa naman akong ginagawa. I asked the reason of her call. Pinapapunta nya ako sa bahay niya. Ngayon. Funny, for I'm already few miles away from her at that moment. I told her to wait for me. Yes li'l prey of mine. Wait for me.

Nang makarating ako sa bahay nila hindi na ako nagdoor bell. What for? Hindi naman nakalock yung pinto. It seems like she's really expecting me to come. From the door, naririnig ko ang iyak niya sa second floor. Hindi na ako nahirapang hanapin yung kwarto nya. Sinundan ko lang kung saan nanggagaling yung iyak nyang ang sakit sa tenga. I guess hindi na ako maiinis sa tunog ng iyak niya kung ako na ang dahilan non.

Nadatnan ko sya sa loob ng cr. May hawak na blade. May patak ng dugo sa sahig. May kaunti naring laslas ang palapulsuhan nya. Pero sa tingin ko hindi pa sapat yon na dahilan para mamatay sya. Wala ba syang utak? Kung balak nyang magpakamatay sa paglalaslas dapat nilaliman niya ang sugat! Anyway, hindi ako natutuwa. IT SHOULD BE HIM WHO'S DOING IT!

With her sad eyes, she looked at me. She pointed the letter on the sink using her trembling hand. She told me to make sure that her family and friends will be able to read it. Aba, ginawa pa talaga akong utusan? Tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay. Iniyakan nya lang ako and pleaded to me na gawin nalang ang gusto niya. And at that exact moment, he came. I let him enter to the bathroom. Umupo sa ako sa gilid para manood sa gagawin nya.

He took her hair para maitingala ito. Walang takot na mababakas sa mga mata nya. Ano pa ba ang aasahan ko? She's trying to end her life even before we came. I ordered him to let her hold the knife herself. So it was now her who's holding the knife, and him guiding her hand. Before she lost her breath she looked at me in the eyes. No trace of grudges can be found. She smiled at me. A smile as if she's saying thank you.

I never expected that this will be easy. If you're thinking that I'm grateful, well then I'm not. Walang thrill! Nabubwisit ako. Para kasing ginawan ko pa sya ng pabor! She wanted her life to end and so we did. Buti nalang natuwa ako sa remembrance na nakuha ko. Her index finger. But nevertheless okay naman. The death of her's went according to the plan. Wait, can I eat her index finger? Looks yummy eh hihi.

April 17, 2020

Dear Diary,

Today will be the day my second target will lose her breath. Hindi ko naman balak na ngayong araw talaga. Kaya lang nabobored na ako sa bahay. I'm now in front of her house. Wearing my favorite pink floral sundress. Sundress at night? Cool right? I knocked to her door thrice. Walang sumagot. I tried to knock once again but still no answer from someone inside. I started to think na baka wrong timing ako. Baka walang tao. Yes diary, ako ang killer na hindi sigurado kung nasaan ang target ko. Gaya ng sabi ko kanina hindi ko naman talaga balak ngayong araw, nabored lang ako. I was about to walk away nang may naisip ako. Sinubukan kong buksan ang pinto and to my surprise, hindi ito nakalock. Parang walang tao. Patay ang mga ilaw.

And there I saw her. Crying in the corner of her room. Nakayuko siya kaya di nya ako napansin agad. Nilibot ko ang paningin ko sa kwarto at may nakita ako. Lubid na nakatali sa kisame. Aaminin ko. Nanggigil na talaga ako. Magsusuicide rin siya! Can I even consider myself a killer kung suicidal na rin naman ang mga victims ko? Whatever. Muli akong tumingin sa gawi niya at sa pagkakataong yon, nakatingin na rin siya sa akin. Anger is what I saw in her eyes. She told me not to stop her. Not to intervene with her plan. I'm not that dumb not to know what she's talking about 'her plan'. I just smiled at her sweetly and said I wont. I don't even like her plan. Seriously? Magbibigti? Hindi dapat sila magpapakamatay! I have plans for them. For their death.