*i made this update at nyt till me go sleepy lol... Uh yh myt be borin as but still if like pls vote or followxoxox :)) peace**
When we got home jus me and
Aisha was eating dinner mom was
upstairs phoning nd damn does
she take time? YAAS!!
So me and ma sister was eating dinner downstairs nd was really happy that she didnt found out what happened after school
sh: aisha?
Ais: whaaa
She said with irrataiton
Sh: am i ugly?
Ais: yes bitch
I looked at her not taking ma eyes of her
Sh: foreal?
I looked deep into her eyes nd
almost cried, im hela good at fake crying
Then she looked at me for quite a long time
Ais: babbyyy no! Ur pretty nd blessed girl
Sh: how?
Ais: u hav chocolate skin, no spots, smooth skin fluttery eyelashes that look like ur wearing falses when u put mascara nd ur blessed u hav hair like that
Sh: dark boring scary eyes, black gums
I continued
Ais: stop man jus stop that
Sh: but ur jus describing u!
I argued back knowing i was damn right
Ais: nah i aint
Sh: yea... u are
Ais: were sisters were meant to look alike anyway
Sh: yea and...
She cuts me off
Ais: theres something i need to say man its bout time....
Then she put her hand on her forehead
I jus stared and frowned at her confused
Ais: shaniah, jus because u are light skin it dont make u more or less attractive! Ok
It dont mean ur lucky either it means ur blessed. God gave me this skin i didnt choose!
Talking bout skin....
when i was young i got diagnosed with this rare skin infection in africa i dont kno what it is but i was born with it -------
She took a deep breath
when i came here in england with mom i was like 4 nd..... I had to start school, i was the 1 who was being left out and crap no kid wanted to play with me or even sit next to me on the carpet floor it
was like i was f* invisable i got soo mad i started being naughty and stuff
Aisha got so teary
Wow
Sh: am soo sorry i...
Ais: dont be, its not ma fault its not anyones fault. U kno in life theres people out their who have been in worse conditions than me, nd u? Ur jus blessed man ur beautiful jus pure beauty ur not even that dark haha
She said cheering me up
And even if u were, shit like bleaching would jus make u look ghetto not prettier
Sh: so like...
Ais: yess... yes people think im mixed fucking race they think im adopted i mean aint nothing wrong with being mixed but come on at least dey gotta hav respect of it ryt?
