*Heres ur next chapter! At school/town*
for thu 9000 time in ma head "pls comment nd thnx for readin xoxo plus sos for writin mistakes :))"
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When i go to sit down in my class i
Usually smile for thu start of the
Day, don kno why its jus how i roll
But todayy nah that can be fucked
Cos i felt soo guilty but i dont kno
Why exactly! I went to sit down in
Ma form in front of macys place
lookin thru the windows
Nd seein ma sister gettin touched
By this tall hoodied lightskin guy
who i see
Like every s.i.n.g.l.e day this time
He was touching Aishas waist!
Standing behind her showing "affection"
I was jus their like "thug when r u gonna grow up, get a real life"
Like ok if that happens to me i will
Probably get a fly kick, a slap,spits
On ma face (by tha i mean a hour
on shouting in ma face), nd
grounded, damn i never even go
out unless ma bestfriend takes me
we go town, shopping nd she
Buys! Plus i need frickin
permission, i aint saying that u
HAVE TO HAVE PERMISSION i
mean come on kids at the age of
10 nd under walk out and are already hoods but u kno frican parents
"aim to be succesful dont start makin children at the age of 18... So what age then then 40? Bruh! "
I kept on staring at ma sister nd how she shud feel ashamed of herself even i hav better grdes then her!
until....
James entered the room ma body TENSED UP HARD!! Af but i also felt this amazing Rush of excitement nd shyness
I even stopped breathing, how i
can barely breath when hes near
He saw me then gave me a heads
up nod nd i was so slow i realised
like 20secs later it ment a wasup
well this only happened cos i was
soo in love with him by now
then he went to his nigga jo God forgive me but
i hate that boy he gives me up nd
down looks nd thinks i aint worth
It becaus hes said so before that
dark girls like me hav no chance damn
Like hu u? Perfect?
So the bell goes nd the teacher comes in
Teacher: RYT! Miss a line out nd i want you to underline the date nd title
I could feel james all the way from
where i was sittin looking at me
'oh by the way i thought i cud fit in
