Her Voice-Female Deku X Bakugo Katsuki

the brutal years

(no ones POV)

even though Izuku got bullied by everyone around her Kaccan stood up for her; in his mind she was a princess that was so out of reach no one could come close to her looks and talent. 

but after a while he began to realise his feelings. when she would come running yelling 'Kaccan' he couldn't help but blush. and when she would thank him or kiss him on the cheek or even ask for a piggy back ride, he would always turn into a flustered tomato. 

Katsuki didn't want to date her of fear of loosing her in the future, so he started distancing himself. at first it was little not noticeable by Izuku. he started eating lunch with him other friends while she goes to the roof alone. he didn't walk home with her, instead went to the arcade with the people who bullied Izuku. 

one day it became painfully clear to both of them what happened to their friendship.

(Izuku' s POV) 

I went to find Kaccan. he has been distancing himself recently. we met at four and we are now thirteen but I thought we promised to be with each other forever. did he forget? 

I tried to brush off the fact he avoided me in class and didn't eat lunch with me on the roof anymore, thinking he just met some friends. but it hurt when he didn't walk home with me because that is when we talked and laughed about are day.

"I saw Kaccan go with his new friends to the arcade" 'my mum told me to give him something for his parents because summer break is just around the corner' I thought as I neared a giant arcade called the 'penny toss'  I walked in the doors and searched for Kaccan. 

I saw him and his friends playing the claw game for a X-box when a little girl dropped a coin near my foot. as I picked it up I heard the boys conversation. 

"so Katsuki?" one of the boys asked "hmm" Kaccan answered "do you like Izuku?" "hah?!" "she seems really attached to you and from what I remember you guys were inseparable a few years back" there was a moment of silence until Kaccan blurts out "WHAT I FUCKING HATE THAT NERD SHE SHOULD JUST TAKE A SWAN DIVE OFF THE ROOM. IT WOULD HELP ALL OF US OUT" 

I felt my heart stop as tears filled my eyes. I quickly wiped them as I stood up, walked over to Katsuki. I slapped as hard as I could. I saw his shocked expression as he knew I heard what he said. I shoved the bag that had my mums gift for them and shouted "this is from my mum for your parents" I them turned around and ran out the arcade straight to my dorm I heard in the distance Kaccan calling out that nickname. the. stupid. nickname. 

I ran. I ran to my dorm room and slammed it shut and locked it. I started pulling my hair. I had to deal with the pain. I want it to go away. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor blade that was in the first aid kit 

1st cut
for being useless

2nd cut
believing he cared for me

3rd cut
falling in love

all the way down to my 9th cut

10th cut 
for good measure 

after I finished I cleaned up the blood and wrapped my wound. I passed out from the long day on my bed dreading that I needed to face Kaccan again 

(Kaccan' s POV)

I went with my 'friends' to the arcade and went straight to the claw game. then out of no where this dumbass asked about Deku! why the fuck would he ask about her? 

he asked if I liked her. I didn't know what he meant but couldn't give away the fact that I have a crush on her so I need to lie. I was loosing my cool so I blurted out "WHAT I FUCKING HATE THAT NERD SHE SHOULD JUST TAKE A SWAN DIVE OFF THE ROOM. IT WOULD HELP ALL OF US OUT"

 I didn't even realise what I said until I saw a red puffy eyed Deku walk up to me (quite intimidatingly) and gave me something that was supposed to be for my mum. I new then while she ran out that she heard what I said 'im an idiot' I thought as I ran out the arcade to see here really far ahead of me I start screaming out her name but couldn't catch up. 

I decided to go back to my dorm. I put the bag that I discovered was full of the Midoriya's special pancakes. I was so full of guilt. I tried calling Deku thirty times and left heaps of texts but no reply. I then finished my homework and decided to go to sleep knowing I could just talk to her tomorrow. I just hope she isn't that upset...

"...I wanna see her smile one more time..." I saw as I drifted off to sleep

A/N second chapter done yay. I didn't fail my test it was pretty easy stuff. wel I will post again soon. CYA :)