BS1: My Son's Father [EDITING]

Chapter 9

KIANA

chapter nine

We've been here at Teo's house for almost three weeks and our relationship still no progress. He always acted cold in front of me since, something happened to us.

I felt nervous at first, kasi nga hindi ko alam kung paano s'ya haharapin.

And you know what? matapos nga 'yung nangyaring 'yon that day, I just cleaning the balcony then I saw him but, then he just ignored me liked nothing happened to us.

So, after that  parang hangin na lang ako sa kanya, si Thunder lang ang kinakausap nya. Nabuburyo na tuloy ako sa bahay, ang hirap ng walang ibang kasama.

Today, I thought to cook our lunch, because it is the first time, my son and I will had a lunch with his father. When I've done preparing the ingredients I took the pressure cooker para mas mapalambot ang karne na lulutuin ko.

After an hour the dish I cooked was done. I took a deep breath and started to serve at the table.

Then, I looked for my husband and son. I found Teo on our balcony while focusing on his laptop as always. "Lunch is ready" I announced.

Patuloy pa rin ito sa pagtipa sa keyboard, "Mauna na kayo," tipid na sagot nya. He didn't even look at me.

"Pero hahanapin ka ni Thunder" I insist hoping that he would agree to eat with us.

He glared at me, "Thunder, can understand me Kiana! kaya mauna na kayo," matigas nitong sambit.

Sorry Teo, makulit itong asawa mo so I tried again.

"Teo nama—" he cut what I was going to say.

Iritado na ang itsura nito ng lumingon muli sa'kin, lagot! "Can't you see? I'm busy so, I'll eat when I want," he emphasis every word, "You should understand me, just go nakakasagabal ka lang sa ginagawa ko," he added. So I sighed and left the balcony.

I went to my son in the living room who was still busy playing.  "Baby, let's eat first! continue that later," I said to Thunder.

He nodded, "Si daddy po mwoma?" Thunder suddenly asked.

"Your daddy is busy baby so he can't join us" I said with a forced smiled on my face, kasi hindi ko kayang makita ang anak ko na nalulungkot ako.

"Ok pwo!" I supported my son to stand up and we started eating quietly.

Bakit ba kasi ang hirap amuhin ni Teo? Hindi naman s'ya, ganyan dati. Nakakamiss tuloy noon, nakakamiss yung mga pinagsamahan namin na hindi ko alam kung totoo ba sa kanya o isang laro lang din.

Ay naku! masakit man umasa but, I don't care, iisipin ko na totoo 'yung lahat, na totoo lahat ng ipinakita n'ya sa'kin nung kami pa.

Mas masakit kasi kung malalaman ko 'yung katotohanan. Okay na yung ganito!

Okay lang na lokohin ko 'yung sarili ko.

Okay lang kung maging martyr ulit ako..

Okay lang...

Kasi wala e' sa tatlong taon na 'yun sarili ko lang pala ang niloko ko, na okay na 'ko, na nakamove on na'ko kasi sa totoo lang hindi parin.

S'ya parin yung mahal ko.

KIEFFER

F uck that business trip! nawalan na tuloy ako ng balita kay Kiana, and now that I'm home I found out from his brother that she is already married to Teo.