ANGEL'S TEARS

DAY 30

Note: sorry for the wrong grammar. English is not my first language.

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Pharm and dean accompanied korn to the room where In and kritt is staying. As soon as korn saw the two, his tears flows freely from his eyes. In and kritt had many tubes attached to their body, eyes close like they were just sleeping wothout any pain, but korn knew that his brother and lover was scared at that moment when the car collided at the tree. Korn sat at the chair between the beds.

"Dean, nong pharm can you please leave me for a minute, I want to talk to them", korn requested to his friends as he holds In and kritts hands.

"Call us if you need something korn", dean replied, he pulled pharm to him and they both left the room giving korn time to talk to his precious persons.

Korn lowered his head and look to kritt and In with his eyes begging for something. He tightly squeezed the hands that he was holding afraid that if he loose his hold one will slip away from him.

"In, kritt please help me, I don't want to choose between the two of you, you two are so important to me, you two made me like this, made me a better person, made me laugh even in a small things, made me smile from ear to ear, you two made me this kind of person that apologized whenever I've made a mistake, please wake up I didn't know what to do anymore, I don't want to lose one of my anchor, one of the reason that I'm alive now, please mother help me, I'm not ready to let them go!!!!!!!!", korn cried in pain as he hugged In and kritt hands, he also kissed it firmly, as he repeated the same words. "Please wake up",

Outside the room, dean and pharm is eyeing korn in pity.

"Can we do something pharm?", dean asked his lover while his eyes are still staring to korn.

"No, we can't do anything now p'dean, he needs to choose or else he will not complete this mission, he will be mature when he learn to let go, that the main lesson that heaven wants him to have, letting go is not a punishment to him, it's just a sign that he is already mature enough to take the next step in his life", pharm explained to his lover, but sorrow and pain are visible to his eyes.

"What if he choose his brother pharm, what will happened to your brother?", dean added.

"He will came back to heaven, and this time he will never go down again, cause the heavens rule one angel is only for one mission, even I can't understand why kritt was involved to this mission it supposed to be Intouch only", pharm replied in confusion.

"I also don't know why my good boy, but for now let's prepare if ever who korn choose between the two------", dean are interrupted as a body collided to him, as he look he saw his lovers face on his chest as pharm weeps silently. Dean sigh and hug his partner tightly, he is waiting for the time the pharm decided to let his emotion go, cause he knew that his lover are keeping it all to himself.

"Why p'dean, why can't I be with my twin brother?, why do the heavens decided to get him away from me again?, I'm not ready to be seperated from him again, I long for him for five years and now that he was here with me, ................they decided to take him away from me again, what will I do p'dean!!!!!!!!!,................. I really missed and loved my brother, but I know that I will be selfish if I will not set him free!!!!!!!", pharm cried to deans chest. Dean seperate himself from pharm and he cupped pharms face while looking straight at his lovers eyes.

"Let's think like this pharm, yes if korn choose kritt to survive your brother will die, but always think that atleast we had a chance to know him, I had a chance to meet your brother that you always tell me about, I got the chance to see how much you love him, and you, you got the chance to hug your brother again, to tell him how much you miss and love him, to be with him in his ups and down, and I know that In will be thankful to that moments my good boy, maybe he was not destined to stay here with us", dean explained to his lover, who cried once again to his chest, dean stays silence and just embraced his pharm with all love and affection. He knew that pharm was broken at this time and he will be here to hold him tight.