𝘽𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 - 𝙆𝙖𝙞𝙧𝙞 𝘾𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙤

𝗫𝗜𝗜

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𝗞𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗼
𝗕𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲

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Im soo confused

All my emotions are mixed up

I walk back to class with a mind filled with stuff i couldnt explain

Is this what people call falling in love

Noo...

Love, love is a neural chemical con job its not real...

My parents try to hide it but...

I know there on the edge of getting a divorce...

True love was never something i believed in...

And i have my reasons

Bu-

"Y/n?"

A fading sound rings through my ears...

"Y/n?"

There it goes again but this time its a little louder...

"Y/n?"

I see a human like figure in front of me

"Mom?"

"Y/n PAY ATTENTION!!!"

The teacher yells and snap out of my dream...

"Uhh yes ma'am sorry ma'am", I said my voice shaking a bit...

The classroom filled with laughter it was annoying...

I loved laughing with people but i never liked it when i was the source of the joke...

School ended.

I couldnt wait to go home and lock myself up in my room..

I ignored the girls today i couldnt bare to see them...

I dont like getting help from others it makes me feel vulnerable and like i cant take care of myself so i tend to do things all by myself every now and then.

I always listen to other peoples problems...

But i think im a nuisance everytime i tell em about mine soo i dont...

People dont take feelings seriously...

I can be like : im sad i feel like somethings wrong..

And the reply i get is : lmao felt.

That happens alot so now i just dont talk about feelings to be honest i dont even know how too.

Even if i could talk about feelings where do i even start