Another sleepless night
I cant seem to cope
The thought of you haunts my memory
I'm always overdosing on my thoughts
trying so hard to lose the demons that I fought
I tell my friends I'm fine,but they know I'm not.
I'm gonna love you forever
That's just my curse it's watever
She's scared to fall in love again
Because she been broke and scarred by her
Yea she's afraid this nightmare will never end
She wants it all to stop
June 10th she was all alone no one to turn to
She tied a rope around her neck wanting to finally shut the voices out
But she wasn't ready to die yet
No she wasn't ready to give up her fight
Yes you may still see her shed a few tears
But she won't let it bring her down anymore
Because she found someone who loves her even tho she is severely damaged
But the voices in her head still haunt her
Along with the memories she try's to push down
She will never forget the girl that changed her life
But its finally time to let go
She will always love that girl
All she has to do is see a photo of that girl
And the memories flood back like it was yesterday all the I love you's and the hugs and kisses and long phone calls for no reason at all
Those memories used to give her joy
Now all they do is break her down
Because she lost the best thing to ever happen to her
That girl was her world her everything
But now she's broken
To scared of commitment
Does anything and everything to numb the pain drugs,alchoal,sex
Just to forget the pain
I love you for Infinity
