Hey its Skylar last letter or poem about you I promise. I thought I moved on and then I was gonna throw the necklace into the lake but then I broke down at the edge of the lake I couldn't do it. Now here I am crying because i feel so stupid. Sitting here still as madly in love with you as when we were together and you have completely moved on. I've accepted that your not gonna come back I wish I was as good at getting over people as you were. I've deleted all the messages and the photos except of the one of us together. I've tried to delete the memories but they are still there flashing in my mind reminding me that I lost the best thing that will ever happen to me. So now I'm just gonna wear the necklace and not take it off so I can have something to hold on to. No matter how hard I try a part of me will still be in love with you and it sucks because you dont feel the same way. I'll let fate do its thing and if our paths cross again then they do if not then watever. I've tried to figure out our instant connection but no matter how hard I try I cant figure it out the only thing I can think of is soulmates but those aren't real. I give up I dont know wat else to do I can't keep having hope for a love that's not gonna come back. When I said I love you for infinity I meant infinity but now I wish I didnt I wish I didnt know wat this type of heartbreak was it was worse than my heartbreak from my first love because I thought you could be different. But I guess not I guess even good things come to an end I just wish this hadn't. When you said forever I thought you meant forever. But I'm used to people walking out. This sounds stupid but I will be here waiting for you to come back to me. I miss you like crazy. I miss being in your arms. I miss the way your lips felt on mine. I dont even know why I'm writing this. You meant everything to me. Hopefully I can get over you soon I'm to young to be in this much pain.
Signed Skylar
