10/09/2019
To the person I fell in love with but who doesn't feel the same
My lie was a defense mechanism because I was pushing down my feelings because I was so fucking broken and I didn't want to like you or anyone for that matter because I have trust issues and that wouldn't be fair to the person I was with but when I ended up falling in love with you was a shock with anyone else I would have cut ties right then and there because that's what I do but with you it's different because it hurts to much to cut ties with you I know your straight but you said it yourself "I don't feel the same but I don't know if I will or not"
I love you
