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3rd person view(chap. 69,70)

The day finally starts again,meaning Doyoung had to do his most hated thing.Wake up.

He gently lifts up the covers and just sits on the edge of his bed,thinking about his dream...

He dreamed about him and Taeil...married...with kids...he liked it...but then a frown grows on his features.He can't be with Taeil...

He stands up,walks to his closet and picks out some basic black jeans and a grey hoodie,then he walks to the kitchen.

Doyoung:"morning babe"he says as he walks in and sees the Male sitting by the counter,eating and smiling down at his phone
Jungwoo:"good morning"he looks up and smiles at him,then continues on what he was doing
Doyoung:"what are you doing?"
Jungwoo:"oh nothing.."he says slowly as he turns off his phone and places it next to his plate
Doyoung:"okay?..what do you wanna do today?"
Jungwoo:"oh...well I'm pretty lazy...maybe just watch some movies and be on our phones?"
Doyoung:"that sounds like a plan"he softly chuckles,them starts preparing his own meal
Jungwoo:"I'll be in the bedroom"
Doyoung:"set it up would you?"the younger nods then starts walking up the stairs towards their bedroom with slow steps...

Jungwoo has not been feeling good either.He has been talking with Lucas.Everyone always says they have changed and yet they still act the same...but this time,someone actually did take a turn on their attitude and let us tell you,Lucas has changed drastically.

His once playfulness towards everyone,in the form of flirting,has turned down and is only talking with the people he works with in a professional matter.He no longer only looks out for himself,but he now knows what it's like to be in a hard situation and does anything he can to prevent that from happening to others...he never did that.

So the fact he didn't try to get into the Male's pants was making Jungwoo giddy inside.His stomach made weird noises and he liked the feeling of his insides floating around and eating each other up.

But then he reminds himself that he lives in a big house with his boyfriend.Someone who takes such good care of him and gives him anything he needs.Knows just what to say or do when he's down and he's so incredibly kind....so he frowns

How could he be so stupid to have someone who treats you like that,but have feelings for someone you already dated...

A single tear fell from his eyes and in that exact moment,Doyoung walks into the room.He sees the Male's tear and smiles softly then climbs on the bed to hug him.

Doyoung:"what's wrong?"
Jungwoo:"it's nothing...really..."
Doyoung:"but you're crying...are you sure?"
Jungwoo:"yes I'm sure"he says and slowly stands up,then walks to the bathroom,leaving the other dumbfounded

After about five minutes,the Male still hasn't come out of the bathroom,so the Male just decided to pick a movie for them to watch.

But a sudden ding made him look at the direction it came from.Jungwoo's phone.

He looks at the notification and sees the last message...

Lucas:
But I really miss you in my arms

The Male looks away from the phone with an angry frown and his eyebrows knit together.

The Male finally comes out of the bathroom and smiles softly,but that didn't last long.

Doyoung:"what's up with you and Lucas?"he asks in a serious angry yet calm tone
Jungwoo:"huh?What do you mean?"
Doyoung:"do you miss him?You wanna hug him?Huh?"still in the same tone as before
Jungwoo:"are you accusing me of cheating on you?"
Doyoung:"I never said that.I asked you a simple yes or no question.Let me ease it out for you.Lucas sure does"he says,now his tone getting a bit louder
Jungwoo:"did you read our messages?!?!?"he yells out as he stroms towards his phone
Doyoung:"I didn't have to!The last message gave it all away!!How could you!?"he stands up and turns his body towards the other Male,clearly notveing able to stay still,to stay calm.
Jungwoo:"you have absolutely no trust in me?!Fine."he grabs his phone and storms out of the room,leaving the black haired speechless

~~~

It has been over two hours after the Male stormed out of the room and Doyoung just couldn't help buy cry.In the room were Taeyong,Jeno and Donghyuck,trying to help the poor man out.

Jeno:"talk to him....if you have to break up,then break up.You can't keep hurting each other like this..."
Hyuck:"he's right.If you still love Taeil,then be with Taeil.I'm sure Jungwoo will understand..."
The door softly creaks and in walked the now puffy eyed Male with an apologetic smile
Taeyong:"we'll let you two talk..."he speaks up as the three stand up and walk out of the room

Doyoung:"I'm sorry"the Male finally says after a few minutes of dead silence
Jungwoo:"no I'm sorry...I shouldn't have accused you...I turned your words around...sorry"he speaks quietly and they just both look down at their laps
Doyoung:"Jungwoo...I think I know what the problem with us is...and I'm not as happy with it...."
Jungwoo:"I think I know what you mean...and first of all I just want to say I'm so sorry...I really do love you and I don't know how to go through this..."
Doyoung:"no I'm sorry...if he hadn't returned,everything would be perfect...but he just had to screw it up for me..."
Jungwoo:"wait Lucas screwed it up for you?"
Doyoung:"huh?No I meant Taeil...wait so you have feelings for-"
Jungwoo:"wait so you still love Taeil?Are kidding me?That's why we've been weird?"
Doyoung:"hey hey hey this isn't just my fault.You're the one who's been talking to Lucas more than me"
Jungwoo:"but he just wants to make me happy-...oh.."
And they become silent

Doyoung:"Jungwoo we should break up"
Jungwoo:"no wait...Don't do this"his eyes grow wide and tears then started to fall faster than you would expect
Doyoung:"Jungwoo we both aren't the same anymore.Not individually,not together..."he holds his hands softly as he speaks
Jungwoo:"we can fix this babe..."his lips started to quiver as he looks at the older
Doyoung:"I think the only way we can fix it is if we move on...you know it's true"he sighs and looks down,tears threatening to fall from his eyes as well
Jungwoo:"I love you Doyoung.I don't want to make the same mistake again..."he looks down as well
Doyoung:"he has changed Jungwoo.Don't worry about him...please just... pack your stuff...."he slowly slides his hands out of the younger's hold
Jungwoo:"don't do this..."he looks up with a desperate look
Doyoung:"I love you..."but the older didn't back down

They knew it was for the better.They knew what they had was just a little time stop from their past relationship...they knew Lucas and Taeil were the ones they love and if they liked it or not,they needed them more than they needed each other.They did have great memories and they sure do love each other....but this had to come to an end...sadly