Still Lonely

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                                   May 21st

          In the past three months all you've done is work your job as a waitress and prepare for the concert. After work you spend most nights at your apartment with Tiffany eating cookies and watching as many Seventeen videos as you can until you pass out . Neither of you can speak Korean but you have memorized all of the set list, as well as most every other Seventeen song. You joke about learning the dances too, but you both know you can't dance to save your lives. 

         After Tiffany's gleeful outburst at Faith and Flower she's educated you all about the K-Pop lingo like bias, bias wrecker, aegyo and a bunch of other stuff. Obviously her "bias" is the short one called Woozi, which everyone at the restaurant now knows, and you've been trying to decide your own bias as well. It's just so hard when they're all so handsome and talented! But your type is definitely tall, dark and handsome, so you've narrowed it down to Wonwoo and Mingyu. They are both so genuine and hardworking, not to mention undeniably beautiful. 

           You open your phone and check your bank account. You sigh, not as much as you'd hoped. The LA rent has really been putting a dent in your cash funds lately. Thankfully the venue of the concert is at the LA Forum, which is a large colosseum-like building not too far from where you live. You'll drive Tiffany's car there and be able to go home after, so you won't have to spend much money on transportation or a hotel or airbnb. Plus, you get paid tomorrow and Tiffany and you are going shopping downtown, so you have that to look forward to. You put your phone down on the kitchen counter and open the fridge. Nothing. Just some milk, tortillas, and eggs. "I should really go to the grocery," you say under your breath. You pick up your phone and go to the messages. 

                                 Tiffany <3

                          Hey wanna go get some pizza?

No food huh? 😂 You
should really go to the store.

                                       Yeah yeah I know, what
                                           are you my mom? 😂

yes. yes i am. lmao
i'll meet you at Vito's :) 
also, svt vids tonight?
then sleepover?

                                     heck yeah! be there soon

            You smile and walk over to the small table by the door to grab your purse and keys. You grab a light coat out of the closet nearby, throw it on and open the door. The cold air hits your face and you shutter. You hustle to your car to get out of the freezing night air, and hungrily head towards Vito's.