Shawn's POV:
God I really hope she is okay. Ugh how can he disrespect her like that. I'm stressing out sour her. What should I do? I look around the room. The photographer asked " Shawn are you okay?"
"Yeah no im fine" I smiled at him.
" let's get in with the rest of the meet&greet!"
I took a deep breath and smile at the opening curtain. A head popped through and the fan rain and hugged me. It made me really smile, but on my mind was Ariana. How could I forget? And I had so many more fans left to meet.( Ariana's PoV you might find graphic. Please skip this part if you wish)
Ariana's POV:
I took a seat and started balling my eyes out.
" it's okay miss, we can help you!" She told me.
I looked up to her and thanked her.
Her walkie talkie started vibrating and a voice came through the speaker.
"Hold on one sec, I will be back in a couple minutes!"
I nodded and I sat in silence for 10 minutes. She still had not returned and I felt the pressure in my arms. I wanted to cut so bad.
I got up and walked into the bathroom in his dressing room. I stood looking at myself in the mirror. I watched my tears flow down my pale cheeks, My mascara run down my face. And by the side of the sink was a Razer. I picked it up. And I started to cut. The pain I was feeling was going away. But in reality it was just getting worse.
"Shit!" I cut too deep. The blood ran down my arms.
My vision was becoming blurry. My body collapsed. I fell to the floor. I couldn't move but I was awake. I heard the dressing room door open. I instantly new the voice.
"OH MY GOD! NO! NO! NO!" Shawn cried.
"HELP!" Shawn shouted at the top of his lungs.
I heard people come rushing through into the room.
"CALL AN AMBULANCE!" Shawn ordered.
Oh no, what have I done.Shawn's POV:
I held Ariana in my arms. A few minutes later the paramedics came charging though.
They pushed me away.
"She is still breathing!" One said.
Millions of questions were running through my head at once.
The ambulance crew took her to the ambulance.
"Only 1 person can travel with her in the ambulance!" Said the paramedic.
"I will!" I said
"SHAWN! No you can't!" Said the security
"Watch me!" I said and I followed the paramedic to the ambulance.
I sat in the ambulance the whole way there holding her hand. My eyes were red and puffy from all the crying I had been doing. The ambulance ride was about 10 minutes even though it felt like 100000 years. I felt the vehicle come to a halt. The doors of the ambulance opened. The bed Ariana lay in was rushed through to the emergency room. The doctors rushed to her. I ran behind them but the nurse told me I had to wait in a room, but as she recognised who I was I had to wait in a private room by myself. I was given her belongings in a plastic bag. I instantly pulled her phone out.
"DAMN IT!"
there was a lock on the phone. I tried 1 2 3 4 and actually IT WORKED! No offence but your basically asking to be hacked. I laughed to myself. But the smile instantly turned to a frown. And I looked for a contact that said mum. I found it and called her.
"ARIANA! ITS SO LATE!
"Miss, something has happened!"
"Who the HELL is this?"
It's Shawn- Shawn mendes."
"WAIT WHAT?"
" please come to the hospital, Ariana is really bad." I said while breaking down
"OMG WHERE ARE YOU!? YOUR NOT TELLING ME ANYTHING! WHATS HAPPENED!?" I heard her cry
"She tried...she tried.,she tried...to kill herself!"
I told her the location and all the details.
Soon enough she came rushing through the door and cried, I pulled her into a hug.
We sat around for approx 30 minutes stressing our heads off. And then the doctor came into the room and shut the door. And looked at us.
" Is she okay???" I asked with desperation
"She IS stable. She is just being cleaned up. But she has lost a lot of blood. And she needs rest but she is awake and you are able to go see her for 25 minutes. We close visting hours for those with private rooms at 1 am. And it starts back up again at 5am. Please follow me." The doctor informed us
I noddedAriana's POV:
I watched the door open. And I saw my mum enter the room. I could barely keep my eyes open. To my surprise I also saw Shawn. Omg HE CANT SEE ME LIKE THIS ohhhh no no NO! I though he would have just dropped me off and left.
I smiled at him and then I turned my head to my mother and sarcastically smiled. Shawn approached me.
"Hey..." he said with a soft low voice.
As he got closer my eyes adjusted and I saw that he had a red puffy look. He was crying. Oh god I feel so bad!
"Hey..." I replied.
He pulled up a chair by my bedside and sat there.
My mother watched us and then said " guys I better make a few phone calls."
Shawn turned and nodded.
"I will look after her"
The door shut.
"Shawn I'm so so so sorry! I was stupid- I didn't think u would care I'm"
He put his finger to his lips and told me
"Ariana, everything will be okay"
I started to get up but before he could walk away I grabbed his hand.
"Stay" I whispered
He smiled and nodded. He explained to me that he is going to get a room at the hospital hotel, so that he can be there for me in the morning when I wake up. I replied "you don't have to do all that for me! What about your tour?"
" don't worry about that, you need to get some rest!"
I nodded and I felt my eyes becoming heavy.
"Night Ariana."
I was already asleep before I could reply.
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Imagine a world like that. (S.M)
FanfictionIt all starts when Ariana attends Shawn's concert with her boyfriend.