Honest to god I feel so guilty. I don't know wha to say. Shawn has been the most supportive person ever and I love him for that. He is always making me smile. Not gonna lie I have kinda developed feelings for him. But he would never like me back. I feel so bad about Shawn's tour, he had to stop it for a little while. The fans are furious and the trend on Twitter at the moment is #shawniscancelled. He is the most nice genuine person. The paparazzi have been following Shawn when he comes in and out of the hospital. But others than going back and forth from his hotel to the hospital, he is here with me all day everyday. Also my mum and I are kinda getting along. Jess has come to see me a couple times but she kinda hates me at the moment because I did it again. She calls me an attention seeker, like the rest of the world. But I'm staying off social media limiting my screen time for 1hr a day so that I don't see all that negativity. But sometimes i do. And trust me, it makes me so mad.
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@TMZ_OFFICIAL- Shawn mendes walking around the streets NY to get to the hospital to see his rumoured girlfriend, who attended the show and was seen talking to Camila. But if she knew him why would she be in the meet&greet line? All we know is the girls name is Ariana and she got rushed into hospital on late Friday night. We do hope she is okay and returns back home soon! And we also NEED Shawn to start his tour back up. He took to Instagram to let us know that he will not be carrying on the tour at the moment and that it would be postponed until a later date as a friend is in need. We send all our love to Ariana and her family. And to Shawn GET BACK ON STAGE! Leave your thoughts in the comments! Comments: Shawnnnn.loveme.now- this bitch is the worst person ever! I hope she feels bad! Daddyyyy_shawn- ima come for her! _shawnhater_- thank god! She is may savour, she stopped him from singing!
Ariana's POV:
I put my phone down as Shawn walked in the room. "HEY!!!" "HEY!!!" "Okay I have the best news!" "TELL ME!" "They are going to get your discharge letters, your gonna be free to go home!" My jaw dropped to the core of the earth. "Okay wait ima cry! Srsly!" " yesss! Also U HAVE ONLY BEEN HERE A WEEK! Why tf are u crying?" He laughed "Cuz, I don't want you to leave..." I said with tears in my eyes. "Ariana! Don't cry! Please!" He begged A tear rolled down my cheek but I instantly wiped it away and looked up to the ceiling. "Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry!" I whispered to myself. "Ari, I can literally hear you, I'm 4 foot away from you!" He laughed He pulled me into a hug "Anyway, don't cry! I'm a stay at your house for a week!" And then ima leave I looked at him with my eyes wide open like it was Christmas Day and I had just received a puppy. I hugged him so tight. "You know, without u..." he said "Without me Shawn, you would be on tour, having fun with friends!" "Without you.... my life wouldn't be complete!" I smiled at him. "Okay so here are the discharge letters, sign there and there, and you are free to go!" The nurse said. "Miss! Is there a way for us to sneak out the back therefore we don't get seen by papz?" Shawn asked politely. "Unfortunate at the back is a private area for staff only." " oh no problem! Thank you anyway!" The nurse left the room and I looked at Shawn with a concerned look. "What's wrong hun?" He asked "The internet hates me!" I told him " they don't know you!" He replied "Cmon Shawn they think I'm an attention seeking lil bitch." " ignore them!" I rolled my eyes. Shawn signed the discharge papers and he wisked me away in the wheel chair. We were nearing the exit and I was getting nervous. "You ready?" He asked smiling with sympathy. "I guess..." I said. The doors opened and there were at least 50 paparazzi behind the security bars. The security walked us to the car and Shawn helped me out of the wheel chair and into the car. The paparazzi screamed "ARIANA, SHAWN!" Over and over again! Shawn shut the car door and walked to the other side of the car to get in the back seat with me. The driver and security sat at the front. I balled my eyes out into Shawn's shoulder. "PEOPLE HATE ME!" I cried Shawn kissed my head and held me in his arms. I fell asleep. We pulled up outside my mums house! No! No! NO! I saw my step dad standing outside, with welcome home balloons. "Awww is that your dad he seems nice!" "HE IS NOT MY DAD!" I shouted "Alright! I only asked! Cmon then" Shawn said "No! We are staying here I'm not getting out!" I told him. "Why?" Shawn asked with curiosity. "Shawn I think we need to go somewhere a lil more private!" I looked at the security and driver and he nodded. "Can you take me to my apartment please?" I told him the address and we drove away speedily down the road.
(I'm so so so so sorry that it's mostly Ariana POV)
