Last Breath

Chapter 3 - D E C I S I O N

Kelly's POV

How long should we keep this relationship from Joan? I know masasaktan talaga siya kapag nalaman niya na hindi nakipag-break si Ken sa kanya 'cause  he needed space. But the real reason? That boy, who broke my bestfriend's heart, chose me. Isn't it stupid? He chose Joan's bestfriend, which is me, than her. 

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It's already noon. I should get going na and get a cab. 

As I wait for a cab, I saw Ken.

"Hey Ken!" I greeted.

"Uhm, Kel? I need to tell you something." Ken said as he approaches me.

"What's that? Is something wrong?" I asked as I nervously smiled.

after seconds of silence and seeing Ken is nervous about it, I asked him one more time.

"Hello? Ken? What is it?"

"Kelly..." I can feel that he is really nervous.

"What? Just.. spit it out. Please." I begged.

"Kelly, kami na ulit ni Joan." he said with a smile.

I was shocked. Ang kapal nga naman talaga ng mukha niya. After niyang lokohin si Jo at piliin ako, nakuha pa niyang makipagbalikan dun? I don't know what to say.

"Oh really? After what you did? Why?" I asked.

"I just thought of it. And since I really loved her, I asked for forgiveness and asked for a one more chance." He answered proudly.

Thought? Really? Is he stupid? Naisip lang niya? 

If he truly loved her in the first place, bakit niya lolokohin si Jo?

Bakit ako ang pinili niya noon kesa kay Jo?

Ugh.

"Oh okay. Congrats then. I should get going." I said while I entered the cab that was waiting for me.

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Lagot talaga sakin yun si Joan. After Ken broke up with her because of space? Really? Space ba talaga ang alam ni Joan na dahilan bakit sila nag-break? 

"Oh my gosh, Joan!" I said as I approaches Joan.

"Nakipagbalikan ka dun kay Ken?"I shouted.

"Uhm.. Yes? Ke--" Joan answered.

"How many do I have to tell you that Ken will just hurt you again if nakipagbalikan ka dun?"I said as I interrupted her.

"Well I thought that maybe Ken will change. Maybe he's not like the other guys. I think he deserves one more chance."

Mag-jowa nga sila. Puro sila thought!

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"Excuse me for a sec guys." I excused myself when they are eating.

I feel dizzy. I think I'm gonna throw up. 

"Uhmm miss? Where's the bathroom?" I asked one of Victoria's staffs and she pointed at the bathroom.

I rushedly ran to tha bathroom. And guess what? I threw up. I've been like this for a week and a half now, and my period is late. Wait.. Am I pregnant? No. That can't be. 

Bumalik ako sa table namin and nakita ko sila na tapos na kumain. We left after Brett paid for our meals. 

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As soon as I went home, I decided to buy some pregnancy tests. I took pregnancy tests, just so I can be sure if I'm pregnant or not. And the results? It's positive. 

And now, I'm really pregnant. With Ken's baby. I'm sure makikita agad ito ni Joan. Maybe I should just tell her tomorrow. But the question is, how? How can I tell her that Ken and I had a relationship when there was something goin on between them? How can I tell that I'm pregnant and that Ken's the father? How can I tell these things in a way na hindi siya masasaktan? Of course, masasaktan siya, sino pa ba namang hindi diba? But how can I tell these in a way na okay pa rin kami? na friends pa rin kami. Ugh, I think this is the worst thing that happened to me, "yet". 

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I decided to tell it rin kay Ken. He really needs to know this one. It's important.

As soon as I got to his house, I saw him, ready to leave. Ayos na ayos siya ah. May date ata sila ni Jo.

"Ken. I need to tell you something. It's realy important." I said.

"How important? 'Cause I need to go na."Ken asked.

"It's really really important Ken."

"Then just say it. Spit it out."

"I'm pregnant Ken. With YOUR baby."I said.

He was in complete silence. He was just shocked.

"Kailangan mo 'tong panagutan Ken. It's your fault." I said and just left his house, running while crying.

This is so messed up. I don't like this.