UNCAPPED: HIM & I

Prologue

"Hayden, You can't do this to me! You promised! You promised that through thick and thin you will be there!" I say as I sob loudly.

"No No No!" I say as I shake my head reluctantly not wanting to believe what he just said.

"You can't leave me. No you can't after everything we have been through, NO!" I say wiping my tears roughly on my cheeks as they continue to fall down.

"LISTEN! Listen to me" he says as he holds my arms tight and shaking me roughly trying to talk some sense into my mind.

I don't seem to have an effect on him anymore. The way he is looking at me, staring into my eyes with no emotions displayed on his face.

"You have to sign those papers, don't make me FORCE you because you wont like it" he says through his gritted teeth. His voice was so sharp and deep causing me to flinch.

I stare at him as I continue to sob. A lot of questions come running through my mind. I wanted to ask, 'Why?'
'What did I  do wrong?' but my voice won't come out to ask. A sob escapes my lips, as I stare at this man I thought I would grow grey hairs with. What went wrong?.

"Now sign the damn papers!", he throws a pen at me and it mistakenly hit my nose.

I gather my strength and pick up the pen. I walk back to the table prepared to sign my love and life away.

I stare at this papers in front of me again.

             Private and  confidential

'The dissolution of Marriage between Hayden Drew Jones and Jennifer Jones'

I continue to sob and look at him once again. I observe him to see whether he will at least change his mind or stop me. He gives me a cold look that makes me shiver a little as he turns and looks away. This is it, A marriage of 5 years down the drain, declared by this stupid divorce papers.

What about our love? Doesn't he love me anymore? Am I not good enough?.  The sacrifices I made,  I defied my parents and went against them for him. I choose him over my blood family. Is this how love is suppose to be.  

As questions continue to race in my mind something immediately flash, I forgot the important information I had to tell him.

I should tell him now, although I was planning it to be a surprise. Should I go ahead and say it or shouldn't I. My mind continue to race as I ask myself whether to tell him or not.

"Hayden..I....", I don't get a chance to completely finish what I want to say.

"Shut up! and sign the damn papers!" he roars at me with anger laced through his voice. I jump at the sound of his voice.

I hesitantly sign the papers, its all over now.

 The pen instantly falls down, my hands tremble.

I just signed my love away and the life I already knew. He grabs the papers as soon as I was done and storms off like nothing happened. I hear the sounds of his shoes and the door being slammed loudly. I flinch at the sound and hug my legs to my chest.

I lean back against the couch and rock myself back and forth as a loud sob escapes my lips. I cry silently as my tears keep on pouring out of my eyes. I guess its true, love can make you cry a river. My heart just broke into a million pieces.