It's been 20 minutes. Parker and I have arrived at the Hype House. Parker arrived first because he was in front, so he was waiting for me in the garage. I park my car and got my stuff. Parker knocked the door and Kouvr opened the door. We go in and she gives me and Parker a hug. But no one was in the living room. Me:Where is everyone. Kouvr:Either in the bathroom or out. I nod. Kouvr:Ok lets go to your room. Parker:Ight. We go up the stairs and we turn right, then she stops at a door. Kouvr:Here it is. It is right next to Tony's and Ondreaz's. She says giving me a smirk. I roll my eyes at her. Kouvr:So the code is 45670 She enters the code and the opens the door. We enter and it was beautiful: Kouvr:I know you love pink so your side was decorated pink. My side:
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Kouvr:And Parker and I know you love blue so yours was decorated blue.
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Me:It's beautiful Kov thank you. Kouvr:Anytime. I'll let you guys settle in. C ya. Parker and I wave at her and we start arranging our clothes. It's been 30 minutes and Parker was done. His drawers were messy. Me:Damn what you rushing for?! Parker:Don't know it's boring. I want to go.... Me:See Addison... I give him smirk and he blushes. Me:Go ahead. I am going to stay here. Parker:K luv u. Me:luv you too. He leaves the room and I continue to put my clothes away. 10 minutes later I was done. I sit on my bed and tried to sleep but whenever I close my eyes I see him. I see Mark. When I met him I had a feeling that it wasn't going to work out but I didn't listen to myself. I felt like he didn't love me back but at the same time he did. But I thought he was the one....but I was wrong! He is just a stupid and a selfish guy..... Selfish... Selfish.... I get my notebook out and start writing. I decided to write a song about Mark. I don't know why but it just came to me. A song called Selfish. This is what I came up with: Gonna use Madison's song Selfish btw.
Boy, you're such a lost cause Now your name is crossed off How you gonna fix this? You can't even fix yourself It was almost 2 years That I chose to spend here All alone on New Years Thinking "what the hell?"
I don't wanna break your thread A needle turns stitch you, but I can't, I refuse
Shouldn't love you, but I couldn't help it Had a feeling you never felt it I always new that you were too damn Selfish Don't know why I looked the other wayyyyy I wanted you to change, yeah
I shouldn't love you but I couldn't help it I always knew that you were too damn selfish
I bet you thought you gave me real love But we spent it all in nightclubs All you ever wanna do is lie Why you always such a Gemini Baby, who you tryna run from Me or all your problems You know you will never solve em You don't even knoww yourself
I don't wanna break your thread A needle tryna stitch you, but I can't, I refuseeee
Shouldn't love you but I couldn't help it Had a feeling you never felt it I always knew that you were too damn selfish Don't know why I look the other wayyyyyy I wanted you to change, yeah
