The Split

Chapter 18

( I did not write this chapter. the Song is Violin by Yelawolf.   i'll  understand if you sick to the bottom.)

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-Springfield, Ohio-

The van had no heat, all four guys bundled up in coats, gloves and scarfs. They drove along a deserted strip of highway, it had stopped snowing heavily but soon picked up to a steady stream of light flurries.

'Guys. just got off the phone with the owners of the property, the roof has caved in from the snow so we're gonna be delayed an additional day.

"Aw man, nobody was hurt inside right?"

'Nah everyone is okay, it was in the bedroom that was once the office where the original owner committed suicide,'

"Are we sure this wasn't a result of pent up energy?"

'We don't know, it could be possible but the house is over a hundred years old, and the snow has been non-stop'

They all grunted in agreement.

Except Zak.

He was in his phone, searching for her. Nothing updated on Instagram, nothing new on Facebook except for her location being in New York. she had left Vegas so suddenly, he felt her anger even after she left. It was a sad, angry, brokenhearted energy cloud. He found himself trying to get his mind on to other things but he still felt her rage. He sent her emails. Left unanswered. He called her. She never called back. He would text her every chance he got. Nothing came from her. They both knew they were using each other after his breakup, but he had started falling for her and likewise she for him. But that argument, when she called him out for using her he hit reality hard and fast. He had been, if he could have kept her with him for days, he would have. He only had a taste of her, not enough to fill him.

'Zak? Yo brother?'

He snapped back into attention

"Yeah?"

Jay looked over to him, he knew he was still hurt from the showdown between Levi and Olivia . Both girls he had been with, but one as of recent he had fallen in love with.

'We're thinking of getting food, you in?'

"Sure. what was decided?"

'Soul food across the board.'

"Sounds good. I'm gonna put my headphones in, tap me when we get there."

Zak put in his headphones and found an obscure artist he didn't normally listen to, but Levi had turned him on to him. He ended up finding a song that he liked but sadly it reminded him of her so much but he was willing to endure the pain.

I'm down on my knees again

A call for my repentance

The war has taken over me

I beg for the forgiveness

The bullets ricochet uh

I hear 'em when I sleep now

The blood is on my hands Lord

From man, woman, and child

I'm a soldier from my country

But a slave unto my gun

The screams to echo louder

God, what have I become?

I pledge my allegiance

I left my family, a new born baby

To slay the enemy, the struggle for power

The lust, the fantasy

I trusted America, she took my sanity

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Winds of change rolling in

Take your love back again

I your fool, Amen

Just a bow for your violin

You played me

You made me, your violin

She looks at her reflection

Eyes black and blue

She told them she would leave him

She said she was through

He took her from a small town

Showed her the big city life

He promised her the world

Then he made her his wife

But he runs around town

He's a cheater and a beater

She's sleeping with the enemy

But no one believes her

A diamond green, a glass of whiskey

The bottle of pain pills open and empty

She left a letter "to hell I send thee"

He brought home flowers, ashamed and guilty

Too late

Winds of change rolling in

Take your love back again

I your fool, Amen

Just a bowl for your violin

You played me

You made me, your violin

Uh, you was like a rag

I've been washed up and dragged through the mud like a thief

From all the beefs and my love, take it up, take a down

Took a left, took a right, there's no one to be found

To explain to me why

Why it was me that was brought to the edge of the cliff

'Cause this is not fair but why should you care?

The choices I've made of mine but I swear that all can not be the fault of just me

I've tried to maintain my wants and my needs

To work and not see the changes I've strived for

A better life for my family I would die for

Taking away everything from me

And that's why more

Tell me to make a decision in front of five doors

As I'm praying, I'm saying 'Why lord?'

Send me to a war without a sword

I'll fight and I'll fight more

I'll travel along road

'Cause I'm just a violin

My life is another cord

You played me

'Cause I'm just a violin

My life is another cord

You made me, your violin

You played me

You made me, your violin

ZAK~~ That part, 'you played me, you made me your violin' that struck a chord in him. Part him hoped she got his flowers.